Red Sleuthhound

Time Has Brought My Heart To You

2012-01-27T23:15:00.007+07:00

|| “How can I love when I'm afraid to fall ?” | “if you fall, he'll catch you” | “what if he wouldn't ?” | “Then I'll catch you” ||

when you've felt in love with someone too long, you started to forget. you forget how to move on, you forget how to make a relation with a boy, you forget how to attract boys, and mostly.... you forget how to fall in love, again. when you've felt in love with someone way too long, you thought that that feeling you have for him won't change, you thought that his feelings for you won't change too. and somehow, when you've felt in love with someone too long, you feel like he's your world, you thought that this world is that small, you thought you won't be able to live your life without him. trapped inside a small cubical that won't open its lock by its own.

when you've felt in love with someone too long, you thought that you won't be able to fall for someone else, so you don't bother search. you thought he'll come back to you. so you keep waiting, waiting, and waiting... years by years went away until you finally realized that he won't come back. he already opened his new chapter with someone else.

hurt. betrayed. denial. rejected. and those negative thoughts started to possessed into your brain. how can someone is cruel enough to do this such thing to me ? how can ? how can a couple who used to be inseparable built this long and faraway gap ? how can he opened his chapter without bother waiting for me ? how can he moved on when i'm still waiting at the same page ?

the longer you fall in love with someone, the more you can easily forgive that someone's mistake. cause you thought 'he had done something more hurting than this, if i'm able to continue our relationship in the past, why couldn't i do it again?' so you became numb. numb for every pain he had done. because when you've felt in love with some too long, the only important thing for you is to be with him. and nothing else matter. nothing. not even love. not even pain. and not even happiness...

and i came to this, my awareness. i've waited too long. he gave me too many unfulfilled promises. he turned me into someone i'm not, a numb person. numb enough until she didn't realize that you've hurt her so often. numb enough until she defended you in front of her best friends. numb enough until she sacrificed her time to wait for you.

the most difficult part of moving on is to fall in love, again. putting all the positive thought, courage, and trust to keep moving forward. having a positive thought that this time won't end like the last time, that this time, my relationship will lasts, forever. giving yourself a courage to give them a part in your heart, courage to keep moving forward. and the last is to trust them, trusting them to take a good care of your heart. trusting this relationship. and trusting yourself.

so this is my awareness, he might be worse than you, he might doesn't know a lot about me like you do, he might won't catch me when i fall, but he makes me feel like i'm alive. he finally makes me feel the love i found in you 3 years ago. he might going to give me a major pain just like what you've given to me. but that's okay. that's love. love is about giving someone their happiness, to be with them through all conditions, and sometimes, giving them pain. so they can be stronger.

It's okay to be in pain or any other negative feeling. but never numb

p.s: as usual, re-read this post while listening to John Mayer's song titled "I'm Gonna Find Another You" fit for those who wanted to move on! :p

Al-Chorte [Bulungan Cup XIII]

2012-01-13T18:09:00.003+07:00

so, last week, me and my choir team joined the Bulungan Cup competition. the theme of the competition was "old songs" which is kinda difficult. because some people doesn't know 80s song(so do i ;p) but we learned and worked so hard. it wasn't easy at the first time. it takes our commitment, discipline, hard work, sacrifice to finally became the 2nd winner of Bulungan Cup. we were so happy. our hard work has finally payed off :D we also so proud of ourselves. words can't even describe that. and with this victory, i hope we would work harder and learn from the 1st winner to be even better than them ;p

pictures from the competition (sorry for bad pictures, my bro took it and he's not really good at photography ;p)

Wind On The Other Side

2011-12-27T20:14:00.001+07:00

“I swore I was fine” | “have you ever noticed that you always say that you were, not you are … ?”

Counting day after days. Counting days since the first day I love you. Hoping, wishing that one day you’ll notice and reflect the word to me. Wordless, when the truth is i have 17millions lines in my head. Keep all the dialogues in my head. Searching for the right time to pull all of those words out. Searching for an excuse just to delay the arrival time. When the truth is there’s no such thing as the right time, i just don’t have the guts. The guts to tell the truth. The guts to figure out. The guts to finally being happy, or sad. The guts to keep moving on to the next level.

Funny how no one ever made a novel or a movie about love just by one side. How movie and novel only have a happy ending. How they never tell us that sometimes love hurts. How the real life is cruel. How sometimes in life you’ll get ignored, rejected, unloved, hurt, but still running and still trying to catch someone. How sometimes you’re willing to jump from a mountain because he promised he’ll catch you, but no, he’s not there, but you already jumped. And after all those scratch you got around your body, you still stand up and run, running with those scratches on your body, because you think you can change his mind. Keep trying and running. Because no one warns you, that love could be that hurt. Because they only say that love is beautiful.

Looking at the mirror, never noticed that it wasn’t really a mirror, it was only a glass. A glass doesn’t reflect, it shows straight to the other side of the glass. But mirror, it reflects. A mirror is a love, while glass is love only by one side. We’re all been there. feeling unloved. Thought that you have something with someone, when the truth is it’s just your imagination.

Creating and arrange the lines in your mind. Hoping that one day, you’ll be having those lines with that someone. But no. it won’t. cause you give up. You know, love does hurts sometimes. But it even hurter when you don’t fight back. Yes maybe you fight, but have you ever declare the war itself ? have you ever told someone you like that you’ve been fighting for him ?

And you know, sometimes we win sometimes we lose. Expect for the best and fight with your best. But the best doesn’t always have to win. Believe. Believe that God already prepare the best for us. It doesn’t mean that we always have to be happy all-the-time. Sometimes we’re at the bottom, sometimes we’re up. And when you’re up, don’t be cocky. God could drag you down anytime God wants.

Take a minute to say thanks to God. Even in your worst days. Be thankful, that the least that could cheer you up J

p.s: re-read this post while listening to The Story Of Us by Taylor Swift. psst, she’s my favorite singer :P

One Step Closer

2011-12-22T22:40:00.003+07:00

“are you still in love with her ?” | “that was my fault… I shouldn’t asked her to wait for me”

That was the beginning of this thought. A very clear and , for me, the most mature thing I could ever think of. Loving someone with all of your heart, hoping them to loves you back. To look at you in the eyes, the same way you look at them. Hoping that you’re going to spend the rest of your days with the person you love. Endless conversation, endless laugh, wiping tears together, tears of happiness, cause you thought you’ve finally met the one. The one who’ll make you feel that this life is a wonderful place. The one who’ll share all their secrets to you. The one you could rely on. The one… your only exception. To finally live in your very own fairytale, with him.

But this isn’t a fairytale. God, and so does life, taught us to work hard before we finally get something. Something that really belong to us. Something that only we know how beautiful it is. Something that will stay in our hand, forever. just like a road, this life has some twists, straight, smooth, hard, pebbles, and even a big perforated ways. The difference between life and road is, life doesn’t have the feedback road. You can’t turn around and re-do your mistakes. You could only ask the “IF ONLY” questions to yourself, asking God how can a really beautiful dream could turn into the worst nightmare ever. But all of those questions will only drag you down. Those ‘IF ONLY’ questions are meaningless unless you promise yourself not to repeat all of those mistakes you’ve done in your past. So that you’ll live freely without “If Only” sign in your mind. So that you don’t have to regret and wondering what will your life be if you did something different in your past.

And yes, you’ve done a few or maybe a lot mistakes in your past. And just like road, if you don’t keep moving on, you’ll never reach your destination, where the real happiness, laugh, tears of happiness, and smile waiting for you. You don’t have to pretend anymore. Everyone has their period. Cry, when you’re sad. Smile, when you’re happy. You don’t need to put a wire cable which will force you to keep smiling, even when you don’t feel so. Why force yourself to feel something you don’t really feel ? why force yourself to show people that you’re fine when you’re not ? This is life, not a role-play. You’re free to show your real emotion. Scream, cry, mad, if it necessary.

In this road of life, not everyone will loves you back. Or maybe they were and they changed their mind. And it’s not your fault. It’s useless to keep blaming yourself because of those silly people who don’t respect your love. Yes, you still in love with them. But think again, why would you keep begging someone to love you when they don’t even realize what you have for them ? why would you stay on their track when they don’t even want you ? why ? I know, and I understand, I’ve been there. i even still there. It’s hard. To stop loving someone after all those dreams about spending your life with them. After those fantasies about living your fairytale with your prince. But if you truly loves someone. Then you’ll know, you’ll know that if they changed their mind. Maybe, maybe that this is the best. You don’t need to change your mind too. Love them. Love them with all of your heart. Stay, for a while. Keep following on their track. But then, move. Drive away, drive away to your own track. So you’ll reach your destination.

Like I said before, why would you force yourself to feel something you don’t really feel ? why force yourself to stop loving someone when your heart says the opposite ? Stay, but not too long. Take a breath. Take a very deep and long breath. Your heart needs a break. A long one maybe. Why should we keep moving on when our heart still hurts, still bleeding, still expecting for something, and still loving someone ? stay. Wait. Wait until your heart finally says “yes, I’m ready. I’m ready to fall for someone. I’m ready to run. I’m ready to drive away from him. I’m ready to feel the real happiness. I’m ready to live my life without him. I’m ready to leave him behind.” And you finally realize that he’s only your past and that you won’t be able to re-live those feelings you have before. And for the last time, cry. It’s not because you’re a maudlin person. Cause you know and promise, that this is the last time, the very last time you would shed your tears for him. Because you finally realize, that he’s just another perforated road in your life. Your fuel has finally pointing at the ‘full’ sign. Means you’re ready. Ready to move.

And when you’re moving, look back, not with tears, not with the regret look, but look back with a very proud smile. Because you’ve past one of the hardest chapter in your life. Because you’ve managed yourself to keep moving on. Because you’ve done your best to solve the problem. Because you know that that was just one of the lessons that will bring you to the brighter future. The real wonderful life. The life, the dream, the reality which won’t turn into a nightmare, like before. Because you’ve left him. The ghost in your nightmare.

Be proud of yourself. Smile, not for anyone else, but for you. Smile. Take a break. Then take a shot. Give love one more shot. Give love another shot. No one knows the future. But happy ending surely exist. Maybe not like your fantasy. Maybe you won’t live in a fairytale. Cause honestly, the real happiness isn’t in the fairytale. The real happiness is in reality.

“I’ve loved you for a thousand years, I’ll love you for a thousand more”

p.s: re-read this post with A Thousand Years song from Christina Perri playing in your playlist, I’ve done that. And that surely made me feels better J

[Re-post] Hello, Bali! Hello, ASEAN!

2011-12-20T08:49:00.000+07:00

about two weeks ago, i spontaneously went to Bali with my friend, Pocut. i won a quiz from Hello ASEAN event that offers me a chance to go to Bali for 3 days with Arif Muhammad(the author of Pocongg Juga Pocong novel) (@poconggg), Alit(The author of Shitlicious) (@shitlicious) and Raditya Dika(i bet you know who he is :p) (@radityadika). it was amazingly fun. besides having fun in Bali, i also get a chance to study bout ASEAN. So yeah, call it perfect. a vacation with three great inspiring authors, a chance to get away from your daily activities, and also learn bout ASEAN ? it just simply perfect :) it was an unforgettable experience, thank you @HelloASEAN! :D

Just, Gently Say It

2011-12-06T21:15:00.002+07:00

rough time. you know that moment when you just went melancholy for days just because someone. someone who might never put you in his mind. someone who don't even bother to realize your existences. been wondering, how can you cry over someone that doesn't even care bout you ? that doesn't want you in his life. that wasted you. someone who play you around. who say that he loves you but then leave tomorrow morning. someone who play sweet but then tell his friends that nothing happens between you two. someone who don't even get the guts to say that it all over. how can ?

it's amazing how someone's feeling could turn 180 degrees around just in a night. it's amazing how boys could play at girls but still act innocently sweet. it's amazing how some men treats girls correctly, while the rest are just bastards. this whole things makes me wonder, thinking bout how we used to be before we drown into this.

it's amazing how you treat someone so badly after a break-up. it's kinda funny how i used(or i thought i was) to be your special one, and now i'm nothing to you. i don't ask much, i just ask you to gently say that it's all over. so i don't have to wait anymore. so i don't have to hang on on this mirage relationship. so that i can say to my friends that you're an ex-lover, that you're just someone who i used to love, but clearly i was just a fool.

i wanted to call you jerk. i just don't have the guts. i wanted to slap you in the face and stab you so you know hurt it is. i wanted to hate you. but i guess i'm just a little chicken who still hiding behind its egg, afraid to face the new world. all i wanted is for you to realize that i'm still hanging to the same bullshit you told me yesterday. that i'm still believe in our fairy tale. that i'm still thinking that you're the one. but i guess... you were and will never realize that. so please, i ask you. please, gently tell me where this relationship will end up. just, gently tell me what you want, and i will sincerely accept. whether it's sweet or bitter. i'm ready for the consequences.

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Growing Up

2011-11-11T10:24:00.005+07:00

growing up, it's something that everybody will go through it. and between those phrases we'll go through, that's something called heartache. something that in the end will make us stronger than before. it's not always about love. maybe it's just disappointment about your work result, maybe it's because you've ruined all of your hard work, maybe it's because our friend left you for the better friend. or maybe it's people's judgement for you.

yes, we all have been through it. we feel like we'd rather die than live in this miserable life. don't lie on me, i know you sometimes, though just in your heart, feels like that. feeling that everything has changed but we couldn't catch them. we couldn't adapt ourselves to the new world. we couldn't sincerely accept the fact that everything has change. we're no more those kids who're waiting for our parents to solve our problems. we're no longer those kids who can stop our tears just because our parents gives us a bar of an ice cream.

but guess what ? life doesn't end up the way we think it will. life gives us some little hurdles on every phrase we'll go through. we just need to find a way to handle our emotion, how to put aside our ego so everything doesn't need to end up badly. so everything back to normal, back to how it suppose to be. back to how we remember it used to be.

get up, stand up, suggest yourself to turn everything to be okay. cause i know deep down your heart, you still believe that everything will turn out to be okay, it just a matter of time. just take a deep breathe, take a long break, take a lil' time for yourself. just to make yourself happy, not for someone else. forgive yourself for everything you've done. for every single line you've said.

yes, we're having a bad time now, but life isn't always about that bad time. remember that you were and will having good times too. when life drag you into the grief. smile to life and say thank you, cause life has just turn you into the better you, the stronger you, and the smarter you. because when life gives you the same hurdle, you know exactly what to do and how to handle it. :-)

#NowPlaying: Adele - Set Fire To The Rain

Java Soulnation Festival 2011

2011-10-18T20:52:00.006+07:00

sorry for the 'long time no post' period. i've been searching for the right time to post again. i'm running out of time lately. i've been super busy trying to catch all of the things i've missed and also still trying to have, at least, a lil' me time. it's so hard to balance all of the things you need to do when you only have 24 hours a day. anyway, yes, i did put aside some of time, to watch Java Soulnation Festival 2011. i just don't want to miss my favourite singer and band. which is Mike Posner and Valerius. after all i've been through, i deserve to enjoy my adolescent rebel life, don't i ?

so, as always, i did bring my camera there. it's becoming my new hobby, yes, taking concert's photos. it's beyond fun. that just the way i enjoying my time. doing whatever i love. and i love to take a picture while watching my favourite singer roll the stage. some says "how can you enjoy the concert while you're busy trying to get a nice picure ?" i basically just take raw pictures and edit it when i have spare time. but this is how i do it: i take a picture when i don't know the song. and then i keep my camera when i want to sing, jump, or dance when the song i love is beating up.

these are some of the pictures i took at the Java Soulnation Festival 2011:

WP is our last name

2011-09-16T20:25:00.003+07:00

running on a new project with my brother :D this project called "WP is our last name" (you can see the explanation on the website) it's blog full with our outfit photos, cover songs, and some more surprises ;)

kindly visit it here -- > WP is our last name blogspot

Java Rockin Land 2011

2011-07-29T08:40:00.006+07:00

went to Java Rocking Land Festival 2011 a week ago. it was fun! well, it could be a perfect night if my phone wasn't gone. yup, i repeat it again. i LOST my phone, again. i'm so stupid. haha. by the way, i took a lot of pictures while i was there. started to love concert photography. it's funner that i thought :) it's a good thing though. i took a picture with Tyler and Chris from Neon Trees. and also with Young The Giant. much loves! :)

this is my favorite photo so far :)

this one is Tyler from Neon Trees. and yes, he's wearing a 'Peci' cap. <3

you can check the complete photos at my facebook and click the "Java Rocking Land 2011" album. it's not locked, so everyone can see it! cheers :D

p.s: all photos are taken & edited by me. you can simply e-mail anisawp@yahoo.com if you're interested to use me as a freelance photographer :)

#MoccaLastShow: Annabelle And The Music Box

2011-07-21T21:41:00.000+07:00

went to the latest concert of Mocca last week. It was incredibly outstanding! the cabaret, the music, the sound system, everything! it was just a perfect way to ended a band. huhhhh, i still can't believe after 12 years of giving us great music they finally decided to have a long break. i love them, i adore them, i like them. they live in my heart. now, and forever. Dear Arina, please come back to Indonesia as soon as you can, swinging friends(the fans of Mocca) will miss you so much!

all photos are taken&edited by me. you can visit this link to view more photos from the concert

p.s: going to watch Java Rocking Land tomorrow with my big bro, Sonny, Ilham, Mario and their friends. excited! :D

when you're gone...

2011-07-07T18:42:00.002+07:00

and yup, for those who're following me at my twitter... i've lost my phone. feeling like an idiot lately, i just can count on my laptop and my internet connection to follow the current updates. guuhhhhhhh :L. i bought that hp 6 months ago, and now.... it's gone :"( i'm gonna miss you, like, A LOT!

it feels like harder than losing a boyfriend, haha LOL. but nah, that's true!. my works, my relative (work and family and friends) numbers are there.... i haven't back it up yet :( and also, my bbm :( it's like.... the most important thing! i contact everyone via my bbm.

Ok, enough with pathetic words... i post this just want to let you know that i'm no longer using my phone number and my pin. so, if someone reply or contact you via my bbm or number, it's not me. and, oh, just delete it!

trying to let it go, but i just can't. just, wish me luck.

took this picture a day before it's gone, goodbye, lovely<3

The coolest TIG///Rs in town

2011-06-29T20:01:00.000+07:00

Hey guys :) have you ever heard a new pop band called "Easy Tiger" from Jakarta, Indonesia ? well, if you haven't, then you're lucky! cause i'm about to introduce you about "Easy Tiger"

Started in the early of 2011, this band has becoming the next big thing. They've launched their very first single titled "Paint This Town" (you can download it here and check the video out here) and so far, people's reactions are good. Now, they're about to launch their 2nd single, but it's still a mystery. They only gave 11:11 as a clue. so, any guess about what is 11:11 guys ? (to solve the mystery, watch the teaser video here )

Their upcoming shows are:

9 July 2011 = Jakcloth 2011 and FX (promnight SMAN 32)

10 July 2011 = Tenxector

23 July 2011 = Java Rocking Land

25 July 2011 = Desa Rupa Expo

If you're still curious about Easy Tiger, you can check them out on :

Reverbnation Page

Facebook Page

Twitter Page

Fanbase Twitter Page

Youtube Page

Or you can simply ask me about them, ask ask! don't be shy :) (ask me here )

Kickfest 2011

2011-06-27T20:25:00.005+07:00

I know i know it's too late to post about this since the event is (probably) a couple weeks ago....(?) but still.... i wanna post it. i hope you guys don't mind :)

Okay so... Kickfest is basically a clothing expo, but some local bands and athletes (most cyclist and skate boarders) also plays there. So, fashion combines music and sport ? who doesn't love that ? haha. i unintentionally went there with my brother. And found out that Kickfest is pretty awesome :) they support local brands, local bands, and local athletes :) you know that i love everything smells local, rite ? haha :)

Too bad i only take 1 photo there cause i didn't bring my camera :( and the picture below is the only picture i took. You got me owe you an apologize guys ;-D

P.S: do you remember when i celebrated my birthday last month ? and some of you might congratulated me but i didn't say thanks to you (yet). So now, i wanna say thank you to all of you who've congratulated me, like... seriously, more than 100 people is A LOT! you made day! and even my year! you guys are awesome, much loves from me <3<3 (this picture below is a paper full with some of my friends names who congratulated me, if you're one of them, THANKS!)

Junior High School Graduation!

2011-06-24T17:50:00.000+07:00

GAHHHHHHHHHH i'm so happy yet sad. so, the right emoticon should be :): haha, no just kidding. i'm super HAPPY right now! i'm officially GRADUATED FROM JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL. high school, prepare yourself to meet the most indescribable girl in this world! (sounds so swag, ewh :$) anyway, these are the pictures that my brother took at my Graduation(with a little touch up from me, ofcourse). so, enjoy :D

this is the make up i wore. i really look so clowny, huh ?

Never Hide

2011-06-19T21:15:00.004+07:00

loving the Ray Ban's collection: Never Hide//Rare Prints. especially their campaign with unique edited photos :)

and i gotta tell you this while you reading this blog post. don't be afraid to show the world who you really are. never hide your unique personality. everybody got their own style. stop following what people told you to be. just simply.... BE WHO YOU REALLY ARE :)

P.S: i decided to make my own Never Hide edit version. what do you think ? :)

Vacation It Is Then :)

2011-06-06T16:54:00.012+07:00

went to Bali a few weeks ago with some of my dearest friends :) never thought that it'd be the 'real' vacation since i didn't bring much money. but then, i got an idea, why don't we play 'Double Dare' which is an expansion of an old game "Truth Or Dare" since we already know all the secrets we have, so we changed it into "Double Dare". and yeah, the 1st challenge is to greet anonymous foreigner and ask them to take picture with you. And bang! i did it! haha :p here's my picture with the anonymous foreigner :D

me with the anonymous foreigner ;p

and then on the 1st day, i went to Sanur beach, and it was....... shiny! ohmyGod the sun is so frickin bloody hot.

me with my cousin, Sonny

and then went to Tanah Lot to see the most amazing sunset :)

accidentally took this pict :p

me with Pocc :)

and on the following day, i went to Kuta beach in the early morning.

and continued with playing flying fox and visited Turtle Island at Nusa Dua beach ;D

and then followed with a lovely dinner at Djimbaran Beach :D

and then the next day, i went to Kuta Square first to buy some souvenirs for my family, after that, me and my friends went straight to Dream Land. ohmyGod, the sand is so white, the sun is so shiny, and the wave is so severe.

me with Andhit :)

and then at 9 p.m i went back to my home town, the capital city of Indonesia, Jakarta :)

The 15th 20 May In My Life

2011-05-27T21:48:00.006+07:00

yup, as you all know, i gain 1 more year in my life. i'm now 15 :) glad to be half-woman and half-teenager. 15 is the perfect number to start everything all over again.

these are some presents i got on my 15th birthday party :)

birthday present from my big bro :)

the cake

from Syenna&Haekal

from my parents :)

and celebrating mine and syenna's birthday on the following night with my fabulous best friends :)

weekend with moi lil' annoycibz :)

2011-05-15T16:28:00.003+07:00

spent my weekend with baby sitting my cousins. it's fun but it's really exhausted. well, i'm not really a great sister though :P played puzzles and all the stuffs, went to Ocean Park to have a recreation time, bought bunch of dvds, and then they safely went home :)

Grandma's Funeral

2011-05-10T21:13:00.004+07:00

Went to Jogja on my weekend to attend my Grandma's funeral. My dearest Grandmother has just passed away on Friday. I love her so much. She treated me like her own daughter. She took care of me when my parents went to Makkah. We spreads love everywhere. We yelled at each other. We shared everything together. And most importantly, she took care of me very great. It's time for me to let her go, no matter what it costs. It's time for her to go back to my Grandpa. Ma', you made me realize that nothing's forever. And everything's will go when it's about time for them to go. Letting go someone that really matter to you is hard. Everyone knows it. Ma', distance matter to me, but i'll try to let you go, or maybe i just did it. Wherever you are Ma', you'll always be my Grandma, and our love for you will never change.

"Bilakah kau bersedih bila ku menangis

kan ku hapus tangis ku asalkan kau bahagia

dan bilakah, kini kau telah di sisi-Nya

kuharap disana, kau tetap selalu tersenyum ceria"

my Grandma's grave

my mom and my grandma

safely landed at Yogyakarta

Farrowell

2011-05-04T19:59:00.004+07:00

Having a blast night on Monday. Went to Aaron's house to have a farewell party with my class. It was tiring yet fantastic. So, this is it. Another goodbye in my life. Another chapter has just ready to start.

and then i split up with them, went to McD with my friends to have our supper, and followed by scary night ride. we talked too much about horror until i couldn't sleep :$

well, last but not least, i'm so happy and proud to be a part of you guys. you guys are amazing. words can't describe how happy i am right now. keep being silly. keep being hilarious. keep making those LMFAO jokes. i love you guys :)

Brightspot Market 2nd Anniversary

2011-05-02T10:40:00.004+07:00

was invited to go to the opening night of Brightspot Market by Nikicio. but too bad i couldn't go because i have a course to attend. so, on Sunday, i went there with my family. there are so many new talented local brands. i'm so proud being Indonesian :)

i bought myself a cute bowie pants from Douche and a horizontal stripe tees from Nordhenbasic

Welcome Aboard, Enchant May

2011-05-02T10:25:00.002+07:00

i love May! who doesn't, anyway ? okay, maybe for some people, May is just another regular and unusual month. but for me, i love May more than i love any other months! and if you're wondering, why did i love May so much. well, there are some reasons why i love May:

1) MY BIRTHDAY! uhm okay, this is kinda narcissistic, but yup, who doesn't love to celebrate their born day with the loved ones ?

2) Holiday! and yes, i officially got my 2 and a half months holiday. isn't that great ?

3) Bali with my whole generation. having a vacation with your closest friends ? that'd be amazing :)

4) there are so many reasons why i love May and that'd be spamming if i write all of them in here. so yeah, the point is: I LOVE MAY!

Morning Riot

2011-05-01T09:20:00.003+07:00

"everything is a blur here. in this chaotic situation. no one's right. everybody's wrong. there's no other option than being a perfect sinner riot"

NIKICIO:: Mixte Vol.6 UNTITLED

2011-04-26T14:57:00.005+07:00

Nikicio brought us to the newest level of Fashion. She just launched her newest collection. yep, it's Mixte Vol 6. another fabulous collection from Nikicio. it's all about how to look stunning without wearing lots clothes and also how to keep your glamorous without costing much money. The mystery, the great texture of clothes, the affordable costs, and everything. Nikicio gave you the greatest of the best.

visit Nikicio at her Lookbook by clicking this link

or you might be interested to her career. then, visit her here

or maybe, you want to go straight to buy her collection. shops & contact person & address are complete at the picture below

Til' The Next Hello

2011-04-21T20:49:00.006+07:00

it's been 3 years, 3 wonderful years. we were strangers, but now we're soul mates. the last 3 years has been amazing. there are so many tears, loves, tears, hates, happinesses, and sorrow. we lost our mate, Alm. Fatturroji (i'm sure he's up there at Heaven, watching us and proud of us) but that even made us stronger than ever. we share everything, we sing together, we dance together, and we pray together. although teachers said that we're the most disobedient generation ever, but look, they still want to be our parents. now, it's time for us to show them that we can through this test and make them proud. that they were not in vain, that everything they taught us isn't a vain. i know, we can achieve high scores. i know that we can be the smartest generation SMPI Al-Azhar BSD will ever had.

Felliosix taught me a life time lesson. Felliosix taught me that there are bunches of people who still care about me and take me as who i am. Felliosix taught me about friendship, how money can't buy real friends. Felliosix taught me that there's nothing more precious than friendship. Felliosix gave me realfriends. Felliosix gave me real happiness and real sadness. i won't forget the last 3 wonderful years we spent together. Felliosix created who i am now. Felliosix will always be in my deepest heart. Felliosix will always stay in my memories, even if i have amnesia. Felliosix will always be a part of who i am.

Felliosix, listen to me, no one can break us apart. distance, parents, teachers, and even death can't break us apart. hold on tight, hold onto each other hand. i know we can through this part. it just another chapter, a chapter where we have to say "i'll see you later, then" no, it's not a farewell. it just "Til' The Next Hello". let everybody know that we're strong and inseparable. 16 it just a number. Felliosix it just a bunches of alphabets. but people inside it, people who take a part, people who turned 16 and Felliosix into precious is more than something. more than precious.

i dedicated this blog post to my beloved Felliosix(without exception). i love you guys, keep stunning, keep in touch, and i'm gonna miss you guys so badly. so, i'll see you then, FELLIOSIX [Frienship Line Of Sixteen] :")

introducing you: Level 1 Project

2011-04-12T21:00:00.009+07:00

Weekend is about to come but you still confuse about where to go ? Well, I have one superb recommended place for you to go. Have you ever heard about the coolest place for you to hang-out (whether with your family or friends) in the town yet ? yep, it’s Level 1 Project! As you all know, Level One Project is located at Grand Indonesia Shopping Town, East Mall level 1 - Jl. M.H. Thamrin no.1, Jakarta. It’s a strategic place, the location is at the central Jakarta and Grand Indonesia is a massive Mall, I bet all of you have been there, right ? by the way, I never love a place to hang like this before ! this place is absolutely amazing! Level One Project provides all the things we love and need in this world. All the cool stores are at the same location! Can you imagine that ? Deer, Kle, Danjyo Hiyoji, Damn! I Love Indonesia, Tosavica, Magic Happens and MYE, 16 D Scale, Satcas & SASH, Geulis, House of Jealouxy, Ciel, Monday To Sunday, Lomonesia, Magic Happens and MYE, Cocomomo, and other amazing stores are at the same place. So, if you’re an Analogue Camera lover, you can directly go to Lomonesia store. Want to show people that you love Indonesia’s culture ? Damn! I Love Indonesia and Geulis will give you the best outfit to show people how much you love Indonesia. Are you searching for an unique clock ? Tick Tock will provide you the most unique clocks you’ll ever see. And if you are bored with your old outfits, Level One Project has many stores who sells fabulous outfits. Start from the top, bottom, accessories, bags, shoes, and anything you want. There are Danjyo Hiyoji, Satcas&Sash, and others amazing stores who’ll provide you those fabulous outfits. and of course an outfit won't be perfect without the accessories, but don't worry, they also had House Of Jealouxy who'll give you those creative accessories. And not only cool stores, but they also had a Restaurant inside it! It’s Ismaya Catering, so, if you’re tired, you can lounging and eat delicious food there. and of course, they also had some comfortable couch so our parents can sit there while we chooses the lovely clothes. How amazing is that ? I have never been in love with a place to hang so much like this before. Strategic place, fabulous clothes, affordable place, creative accessories, comfy zone, stunning cameras, delicious food, and the most important thing, all the stores in Level One Project are 100% local brands! Yes! by shopping at Level One Project, we also help our local brand to grow. couldn’t ask for more, right ? and we can also choose the budget. If you don’t have much money, they have many clothes who are affordable. But if you are a high fashion lovers, they also provide high fashion with high price. But, they guaranteed you the high quality from each pieces you bought there. and I can promise you, the quality won’t bring you down. what a perfect place ♥

So, if you want to look stylish without bother to go to lot places, just simply come to Level One Project and you will find everything you need there. Dresses, tees, dolls, cameras, jeans, skirts, bracelets, bags, earrings, shoes, and even Batik J. With variable price and great quality, this place would be your next favorite place to hang out.

Apologize

2011-04-10T19:31:00.003+07:00

i just wanna say sorry to all my readers for the bad concert pictures on my blog. all the concert pictures was taken by my camera phone since i'm not allowed to bring professional camera such as SLR to the concert. so, there are so many over exposure pictures which i know not all of you like it cause it's so neon. but still, i've tried my best to edit it into a great one. but yeah, you can't always get want you want.

so the point is, i just wanted to apologize. hope you accept my apology :)

P.S: have a great Sunday pals :)

Happy Birthday my favorite boyish girl :)

2011-04-08T19:55:00.003+07:00

Happy birthday my bestfriend, Syenna Sheila Edliza, you know how much we loves you. we'll always be next to you in your joy&sorrow, don't ever forget us although you have some new friends now. Happy Birthday sweetheart, i wish you nothing but the best for you to live :)

BB Live & Rockin Concert

2011-04-08T14:23:00.005+07:00

invited to go to the BB Live&Rockin Concert. thanks :) there are 4 artist at the concert. Taio Cruz, Suede, Shontelle, and 2PM. honestly, i just want to watch Taio Cruz, but then found out that Suede and Shontelle are pretty much great:) having a blast there.

P.S: Brett Anderson(the vocalist of Suede) is HOT! ;)

B for Broken-Heart

2011-03-18T16:12:00.004+07:00

broke up with my (ex)boyfriend, again.*sigh*

guess this is the end.

God planed something better for my future. i'm sure.

thank God for letting me know that he's not the one.

thank God for planning the best life for me to live.

all i have to do know is walk away from my past, look up to my future, and letting him go.

Java Jazz Festival 2011

2011-03-07T16:20:00.005+07:00

went to the greatest and finest Jazz Event in Jakarta, which is Java Jazz Festival on 5th March. it was... awesome! went there with my family, my uncle, and also my cousin. and i watched my uncle's performance too, and his performance was... AMAZING! there r so many people who compliment him, so proud of you om :) and here are some pictures that i took there :) ENJOY...

AlSeace 2011 by SMAI Al-Azhar BSD

2011-02-27T16:22:00.007+07:00

went to AlSeace art appreciation last week with Nindy, Savanah, Sonny, Guntur, Andhiko, etc. it was fun! and there are so many guest stars. great job, AlSeace committees :)

me with Dy and Sav

with Sav

have a fun Sunday all! and prepare yourself to say hello to March and say goodbye to February :)

Java Jazz On The Move

2011-02-20T13:13:00.004+07:00

went to the Java Jazz On The Move couple weeks ago to watch Barry Likumahuwa Project's performance and bought some tickets for the Java Jazz Festival. HAPPY SUNDAY ALL! :D

me with Barry Likumahuwa :)

me with Matthew Sayyerz :)

me with Dennis Junio Gani :) <3

super busy me

2011-02-11T22:05:00.003+07:00

eventhough i set "Never Get Busy" status on bbm, but the fact is i'm super busy right now ! all the preparations for the national exams is super sucks! my current life and activities is as boring as an old black&white tv. i have to go to school by 6a.m in the morning and back home at 4p.m, after that i have courses at 5p.m/4.30p.m and back home at 6.30p.m/8.30p.m. and it's on and on and on from monday to saturday. see ? i dont even have a break to take care of my self or well at least hang out or go to a concert with my friends :( i miss my super boring not busy activities :( well, i guess i see in the next 3 months ? missyoumuch XoXo :)

like what Ms.Diana Rikasari said :)

2011-02-04T18:49:00.001+07:00

Blog is a space where we can just share with the world. No matter how substantial or nonsensical what we're sharing might seem, it's a relief for bloggers to be able to express whatever we have in our minds to others, even more when our blogs can facilitate a forum of inspiration and or discussion.

I appreciate all the pros and cons that happen in life. In any aspect, there will always be a wide, various range of opinions which can be complementary or opposing towards each other. I have to be honest though, that sometimes it saddens me when I read negative views about bloggers. I even feel that the negativity is even larger when it comes to bloggers who tend to blog about fashion.

Therefore, through this post, I would like to express my thoughts about these views. And before I do so, I would like to make it as clear as possible, that this post does mean to be offensive nor defensive. It's just merely an opinion....:)

1. Fashion bloggers have nothing else to do besides dressing up and taking pictures of their outfits.
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With all due respect, fashion bloggers DO have other things to do. If you were kind enough to spend more time getting to know more about us bloggers, you would actually be amazed by our backgrounds. Some bloggers do work in the fashion industry, some others work as accountants, media planners, journalists, graphic designers. I myself used to work as a quantitative researcher who then hopped on becoming an assistant brand manager. Only recently did I decide to resign and pursue my dreams as an entrepreneur. So yeah, we do have a life, and we do have other things to think about or do. We just happen to enjoy slipping some hours within a day to take a break from our daily activity, take pictures of what we're wearing that day, blog about it, then resume. That's all...:)

2. Fashion bloggers know nothing about fashion, they embarrass the fashion world.
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Now my question would be, "who ever claimed that we know so much about fashion?". I can't recall any blogger I know who loudly stated "I know so much about fashion, hence you all should dress like me". We never asked anyone to follow the way we dress, because yes, some of us do dress weirdly, but we're happy that way. Everyone has their own style...it's that simple. Our blog is simply a gallery of ourselves, us who have the guts to take pictures of our outfits and post them up on the internet. The way we dress was never intended to offend anyone who sees it, but if it does, then I apologize on behalf all of us bloggers. We might not know much about fashion, but we can't deny that we love it. Would you actually make fun of someone who loves photography and has a photoblog up on the internet even though his photos are not that good, and consider him as an embarrassment to the photography world? I think even the most professional photographers would actually appreciate him for even loving photography, some would even guide him to slowly learn and become a better photographer...:)

3. Fashion bloggers are overrated, they don't deserve the exposure they're getting.
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Sometimes I actually do agree with this. As a blogger myself, I am often confused why blogs and bloggers are becoming so much news material. But whatever the reason is, do we actually have to bother so much? Besides, everything comes and go anyway. Like Friendster, who got outdone by Myspace, then Facebook, then Twitter, bloggers will be replaced one day. So I guess we bloggers are just grateful for the moment we're getting, even more grateful because we never asked for it. But come to think of it, I think bloggers do deserve some credits, because to some extent, we have been contributing. You see...for every clothes we wear and mention on our blog, we're actually giving free advertisements. We bloggers provide an alternative to entrepreneurs, brands and companies who are seeking other ways to promote. And not all of us charge for it! I have been more than happy to receive items from random local and international brands and promote them on my blog for free if I know they have the potential. Magazines charge high rates for doing such promotions, and even when they don't charge, it's not easy to gain the access. Given this, is it that wrong if bloggers get at least some credits for it? :)

So I guess that's all I have to say...and everyone has the right to agree or disagree. For those of you who hate me or us bloggers so much, I really don't know what to do to make you not hate us. And you do have the right to hate, but we also have the right to not bother your hatred and just continue what we've been doing..:)

Thank you for reading, everyone! And I apologize if I said anything wrong..:)

sources : Hot Chocolate And Mint

January is absolutely my month

2011-02-03T14:00:00.010+07:00

why ? well, these are my reasons :

A) NeYo's Concert

went to the NeYo's Concert this month. got the tickets from Nylon Ind Magazine. they gave me 2 VIP-A tickects for me and my father :) thank you Nylon! :D

B) 20-01-2011

dating him is such a blessed. thank God for giving me another chance to know him better. i love my B :)

C) Fashion Blogger Yard Sale Part IV

went to the FBYS part IV with Nindy and hellyeah i luvvit<3

with Ddyy :)

with DianaRikasari

bought this blazer at the FBYS

the shoes that i bought, Batik<3

D) New Shoes :)

bought a new shoes at Citos. not really eye catching since im gonna use it as my daily shoes. well, still in love<3

E) And many more :)

well, the point is : thank God for giving me so much good opportunities in my life. you know i always love you :)

go slice the cizzcake, Sir!

2011-01-21T19:26:00.004+07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, SIR DEDIS! \=D/

mission accomplished! :)

go slice the cake, Q!

me and my beloved IX.V :D

and these are my girls, so happy to have you guys :) <3

actually, Mr.Dedis's beersday was like a week ago but i didn't have much time to blog so yeah i'm sorry! :)

p.s : i'm currently in a relationship with B. 20012011 :)

Analog Camera

2011-01-07T13:01:00.005+07:00

i enjoy taking pictures with analog camera. although the result isn't as good as the digital one. but the results are unique and keep makes me wondering. and my favorite one is Diana F+.

well, i hope one day later i'll have a boyfriend who has the same hobby as mine, taking pictures with analog cameras. so, if you are a boy, older than me (i'm currently 14 years old), ride a vespa, love analog cameras, and an adventurer. please let me know :p

-peaw

Fahion Show With Google

2011-01-07T11:47:00.001+07:00

very creative and very entertaining :)

Fashion Show with Google from Robbin Waldemar on Vimeo.

2011-01-05T15:23:00.002+07:00

"one of the marks of excellent people is that they never compare themselves with others. they only compare themselves with themselves and with their past accomplishments and future potential"

-Brian Tracy

Self Respect

2011-01-04T20:12:00.005+07:00

like you guys have known, i'm fat, super fat maybe. i don't have those extremely thin or sexy body. and people near me keep pushing and yelling on me to go on a diet. everybody, including my family, friends, and even my ex(s).

but then, when i think over again. what's wrong with a fat body ? there's a lot of succeed people who doesn't own a proportional bodies. even an actress too. and they reminded me to put more respect to my own body. a body doesn't guarantee anything, but mind does. and if you respect your self, anyone else will respect you more than you can imagine.

1. America Ferrera

take a look at her, she has been my inspiration for like 2 years(or more) she brought my lost confidence back. she's famous, succeed, and feel confident with her body.

2. Nikki Blonsky

and now look at her, who will expect that a girl like Nikki Blonsky would be so famous and so inspiring ? she has a high self confidence. she respect herself, and the others also respect her.

see ? it's not so that bad to have a fat or super skinny body. it's depends on the way you respect, love, and see your body. you can still follow the trend. being fat/skinny isn't a crime guys!

so, from now on, make a promise to yourself not to mock, hate, and denounce yourself. but you gotta respect, love, and proud being you.

-peaw

2010 - 2011

2011-01-01T19:22:00.003+07:00

hey blog ! just arrived from Jogja. yeah, i went to Jogja to commemorate my Grandpa's death. yeah it's been 1 year since he passed away. i miss him. and i know i'll meet him somewhen somewhere in heaven. but not too soon of course :)

anyway, i won't post a sad blog post tonight. cause this is a whole new year! yeah once again, Happy New Year to all bloggers! and to my blog too :)

at Tjangkringan Village, near to Merapi Mountain

-Peaw

Happy New Year 2011 !

2011-01-01T17:40:00.004+07:00

Happy New Year, Selamat Tahun Baru, Bonne Annee ! new year, new resolutions, new days, new friends, and those every new will directs us to be a better person in each seconds.

i have a really great feeling about 2011.

well, since i'm now at the senior year i hate to say whether i'm ready or not, i have to face the National Final Examination or UAN. yeah well, i have a great feeling about his exam. like famous succeed people says "be optimist, and the result would be great"

have a great&happy&lovable year guys!

-Peaw

FLSX PARTY & The Semifinal of AFF CUP

2010-12-24T16:55:00.005+07:00

went to the Felliosix(Friendship Line of 16 a.k.a my generation) Party at Moscatly, Pondok Indah about a week ago. it was, fantastic!. and here are some shoots from the party

me with my ex boyf, which is my bestfriend for now

me with my bestfriend, Rexx

my lovely Feliosix

and with my cousin, Sonny

and i watched the Semifinal of AFF CUP with my lovely best girlfriend. watched it at Syenna's house. and her mom was really really nice. she brought us a dozen of J.Co and McD for all of us.

thank you guys for the blast week. i love you guys so much

Christopher Kane's 2011 Resort Collection

2010-12-17T21:09:00.005+07:00

incredibly in love with Carina Nebula's shoots. He's so talented and left me speechless. Anyway, Christoper Kane is now collaborating with Carina Nebula for his new collection, 2011 Resort Collection. i can't describe the collection, it just beyond my vocabulary, IT'S HYPER COOL!.

got what i meant ?. Mom, please buy me one. hihi

The Harmony of Colours

2010-12-16T09:44:00.008+07:00

made some D.I.Y stuffs with my big brother. and these are the results !

the paint

my D.I.Y neon colours shoes

my D.I.Y mask for my art class project

my big brother's D.I.Y mask for his art class project

my dad just arrived from his work trip to Singapore. and he bought me this adorable cute watch. thank you so much dad :)

my Alex

and just received this colorful hat form my uncle, thanks uncle :)

Like We Used To

2010-12-03T16:13:00.006+07:00

i thought, it would be so much easier to test myself first than comparing myself with your new girlfriend. so, let see the result :)

Do i watch your favorite movies? remember when we went to the Cinema and watched together ? :)

Do i hold you when you cry? i even will hug you when you're about to cry because of her :)

Do i let you tell me all your favorite parts? i'd love to hear your story over and over again :)

Do i sing to all your music? remember when we used to sing together ? :)

Do i do all these things? perhaps, if you simply give me another chance :)

and for you, his new girlfriend. please love him, please don't break his heart, please don't make him cry, please don't waste his love. like i used to :)

Will she love you like I loved you?

Will she tell you everyday?

Will she make you feel like your invincible
With every word she'll say
Can you promise me that this was right?
Don't throw it all away
Can she do all these things?
Will she do all these things?
Like we used to

just found out this interesting fact at my profile twitter. i reached out 2,222 epic followers and tweeted 30,030 randomly unimportant tweets :)

playing with dtac one D.I.Y

2010-11-28T10:35:00.004+07:00

NY girl at the beach, capturing pictures with her Holga

probably me at the future. working with my iPad as an Editor-In-Chief famous fashion magazine, Amen

Half Brown Eyewear

2010-11-28T09:42:00.005+07:00

bought a new sunglasses from ROCKinc, Mazee. The sunglasses is cool(and cheap, hehe). it was love at the first sight. and they also gave me this extra free epic whistle B^) thanks guys!
you can directly visit them at Mazee, fX, Sudirman, Jakarta. or visit them at their online shop at Twitter , Facebook , or BlogSpot

Goodbye is too hard for me

2010-11-26T16:06:00.005+07:00

i'm feeling exactly just like the title above. being up and down by relationship things is sucks. like, you don't know what to do when you stuck with your date. stuck in the middle of feeling love and bored. and sometimes, you just don't think clearly when you made a decision.

let someone in into your life isn't as easy as i might thought. it's hard especially when you already like the person. confuse to choose which one is brighter and happier, past or future. stuck in the middle of your lifetime

i know people always say "don't look back, just be worry about your future". saying is easy, but doing is hard. i know i've been dating with someone else after i broke up with you. but it still hard to know that i can't forget you. it's been 7 months and i still wondering what you're doing.

i've promised to my self not to think about you anymore. but i just can't. maybe it just me, or you're the one who've been really amazing ? and perhaps, from now on i can keep moving forward and continuing my life as i try to erase my love. saying goodbye is hard, but whether i like it or not, i still have to say goodbye. you can't say hello without saying goodbye. so, i will say goodbye to you as soon as i can. but maybe not now, cause you know, i still love you XVII

Harry Potter&The Deathly Hallows

2010-11-20T10:38:00.007+07:00

I've seen it #DeathlyHallows. with REXX.

another shocking day : I just reached out more than 2k followers. thank you followers and readers :]

wishing you a great & enjoyable weekend, L.W

Andhit's Birthday Party :)

2010-11-18T11:45:00.003+07:00

thank you for the treat. hope this friendship will never end. thank God i had best friends like them.

Franchise&Furniture Expo + Hari Esok Lebih Baik

2010-11-16T11:03:00.005+07:00

went to the Franchise&Furniture Expo at the afternoon and Hari Esok Lebih Baik Event at night. it was a wonderful day. hope to see No Talent soon :) visit them here --> No Talent <--

Music of the day : Protocol Afro (click on the link to hear their songs)

Yuna - Sparkle

2010-11-13T19:36:00.004+07:00

Happinesses are around us. as long as we believe that happiness does exist. it will comes to us. everyone deserved to be happy. so did you

Video of the day

Enjoy your weekend, Bloggers

Liefde, L.W

Jakarta Culinary Festival

2010-11-11T19:37:00.005+07:00

went to Jakarta Culinary Festival on last weekend. They were food from all over the world. Ice Cream, Coffee, Soda, Pasta, Wine, etc. Loving the way they served it to the audiences. And i also went to Level One Project. I met Mr.Danjyo Hiyoji(my favorite designer). Happy Sunday :]

New Blog, New Life

2010-10-29T19:34:00.004+07:00

yup ! i finally make a new blog. i mean, my Indie Clothing Line blog. you are please to visit them on www.befams.blogspot .com or you can simply click here

Love, L.W

I'm Weird Cause I Hate Goodbye

2010-10-29T17:19:00.002+07:00

just found out this surprisingly amazing video on Youtube. it's Michael Henry featuring Justin Robinnet covering Fireflies(piano version).

see ? they're awesome, right ?

Birthday Month

2010-10-22T21:14:00.006+07:00

happy birthday to both of you. ages just a number who describe your oldness. but they won't describe your attitude. be better, be the greatest, be happy, and live your life well. i love both you !

just the way you are

2010-10-22T20:41:00.002+07:00

i would sing this song to every girls in this world. cause they're amazing just the way they are

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

2010-10-22T18:18:00.002+07:00

scrawled

2010-10-15T19:55:00.004+07:00

making those scrawled while i'm boring. thinking to make them real. maybe. just a shot.

~-Liefde, PWN-~

spontaneously

2010-10-08T19:44:00.006+07:00

you've been my best friend for at least 3 years.

been my boyfriend for 8 months.

it's been 7 months since our dissever.

i still love you.

i love you as my best friend either my boyfriend.

you brought happiness and also sadness into my life.

i love you when you made me smile.

and i still love you when you made me cry.

that just the way i love you.

you're not my first one.

neither my last one.

but when you're lonely and got no one to share.

you know you can always share me your stories

you're life is a part of my life too.

your smile makes me smile.

so i'll wait for you.

no matter how long will it takes.

just make me sure sure that you'll love me too.

busy month

2010-10-02T10:55:00.007+07:00

hey guys ! i've been busy for the Try Out and Mid Term Exam things. need to study hard. well, i don't really hate study. i do really enjoy study. especially with my friends. yeah right, enough say.

anyway, me and my concert friends are planning to watch Java Rocking Land day 2. there'll be Stereophonics, Dashboard Confessional, Matter Halo, Yes It's

You, Endah n' Rhesa and plenty more. i'm waiting for Stereophonics and i'm suppa excited. i can't hardly wait for the day !

the crowd is so big but i always feel lonely

2010-09-24T17:48:00.003+07:00

sometimes. the crowd isn't enough to covering your loneliness.

they try to fake a joke so you can fake your smile.

but it isn't works.

some of your friends left you for their better friends.

try to cover my smile.again.tho i know it won't work.

you see. they have their own world now.

the world that beyond your hands.

they left you alone while they're hanging with those Alien.

you asked them out.

they refused it.

you've got no one to share. to laugh with. to hold on.

in fact. laying, telling, and crying with a your dolls is better.

even tough they says "you will always be my friend, stupid"

no, i ain't stupid.

stupid person left their friends.

the friends that need them to erase their loneliness.

i know i'm not the only friend you got.

but i can't deny that really miss our quality time, good friends.

this is the reasons why i keep telling you bout what i feel, blog. cause i've got no one to share

and this is the reasons too why i keep my mouth shut while i used to be a cibbitz naughty girl

another downpour rain

2010-09-02T21:25:00.003+07:00

.it's raining outside. as you may know, i hate rain.

.still can't figure it out why i hate rain.

.but thanks to rain, because of you i can think more clearly and keep it calm.

.everybody seems like to share and quoted about love.

.while i still stuck to know what love is.

.for me, love is already endangered.

.since i can't find any other love in this world.

.yeah well, besides my family and my friends's love of course.

.still stuck in the middle of B's labyrinth.

.and can't find my way back home.

.everybody told me to find the way.

.but i just, can't.

remember the day when you make me laugh ?

i guess that's it.

p.s: sorry for sensor-ing ur face

Hello Ms.September

2010-09-02T20:53:00.003+07:00

hello again, Ms.September. nice to see ya. nice to see those $ in your pocket. smooch ! loveya'

Mr.Victor's artworks

2010-08-31T13:55:00.004+07:00

currently in love with Lomo, and can't stop talk about it with my English Teacher, Mr.Victor. He's so creative, and yeah i have to admit that i adore him so damn much. Pictures above this text are taken by Mr.Victor. how bout yours, piw ? na-ah i haven't print mine yet. so be patient and wait for it :).

-peaw

BeFams t-shirt collection

2010-08-26T19:50:00.005+07:00

hey guys ! i'm back with my new BeFams collection. yup, as you see it's a Tees collection ! and some of the pictures on the shirt are officially Muqliza Imroni's . but he designed are officially mine. interested ? contact me !

you can easily mention me at twitter : @ladywipr or contact via e-mail : anwpnisnis@hotmail.com or the simplest way is comment on this post ! thank you so much for your anticipation.

Merci Beacoup :)

BeFams button new collections

2010-08-10T18:51:00.009+07:00

another new collection of BeFams Project. created by me and my best pals Andhit. for more info, you can just click -> BeFams album on FaceBook <- just click on that text, and there they go, grab them fast. contact me if you're wondering to grab one of them : anwpnisnis@hotmail.com or you can just simply leave a comment on this post. and sorry for bad quality of the pictures. took the pictures by my own

Merci Beacoup people :)

not my artworks

2010-08-06T22:41:00.002+07:00

they are officially Muqliza Imroni's

Mango Fashion Fusion

2010-08-06T21:20:00.004+07:00

will you be there ?

Sou Brette Runic

2010-08-01T18:42:00.004+07:00

she's young,talented, inspired, and unique. And her name was Muqliza Imroni. i adore every single stuff of her collection. different from the others. it just so unpredictable

2010-07-16T21:56:00.001+07:00

i swear i miss you

sweet

2010-07-16T20:44:00.005+07:00

25 thing i'd do if you're my girlfriend :

1. Make you smile when you are down
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice
3. Stick up to you, but still respect your independence
4. Give you the remote control everytime we watch tv
5. Come up behind you and put my arms around you
6. Play with your hair
7. My hand will always find your hand
8. Be cute when i really want something
9. Offer you plenty of massages
10. Dance with you, even if i feel like a dork
11. Never run out of love
12. Be funny, but know when to be serious
13. Realize im being funny when i need to be serious
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready
15. React so cutely when you hit me, though it actually hurts
16. Smile a lot
17. Plan a romantic date full of things i wouldnt normally do because i know it means a lot to you
18. Appreciate you
19. Help others out
20. Drive for hours just to see you
21. Always give you a kiss when you leave, even when my friends are watching
22. Sing even if i cant
23. Always try to make you laugh
24. Stare at you
25. Call for no reason

got it from dochi's blog. look how sweet he is. i've been missing the same guy for 3 months, and asking God to have some who'd replace him. but no answer. i still love him for sure. but who knows what will happen huh ?

china

2010-07-16T20:15:00.005+07:00

hey guys. it's been a lil long time since my last update huh ? sorry, i'm out the town and take some rest at Beijing, China. oke no more say. China is awesome ! they can't speak english so i have to try to understand them. esp the Ya Show market ! cool stuff with a cheap price. oke i bought RayBan Wayfarrer, Abercrombie Bag, Nike Sneakers, Crocs Sandal, 2 panda Dolls and i just spend 258 yuan. 1 yuan = 1.400 rupiah. so cheap huh ? oke enough say, YOU SHOULD VISIT CHINA !

me at Beijing International Airport

me and my brother in front of the Beijing International Airport

The Great Wall, awesome ! 8 licking fingers !

just a shoot

2010-07-05T21:04:00.002+07:00

thinking to post about what i wear. yeah i have a fat body. but then, so what ? everyone have a shoot to do what they want right ?

p.s: just thinking. not a promise

oh and if you have any advice, or etc about my post. you can give me some comment. i'll read it :) thanks baby

can i choose ?

2010-07-05T20:28:00.002+07:00

there's power in all of the choices we make. but we can't choice to who we're gonna fall in love. love is blind. so do i. got lost at love and never want to come back. i don't even think to regret it. cause when love comes, everything's change. your life seems to be brighter when you're in love. am i right ? but every decision have their own risk. and the risk will teach us to fall better. when you try and failed, try harder, then you'll fall better

when you lost your love. it's not the end of the world. cause i knew that 'happy ending' does exist in this life. so when you get your bad ending, that isn't the ending yet. it just the ending of the chapter, then we have to live another chapter.

he might be a perfect human being. he's all i ever wanted. but i can't fall in love with him. why ? cause he might be perfect, but he's not into me, he's into somebody else. love doesn't need a perfect guy to get over him. that's the point of this life right ? no body perfect. so do i. and if love somebody else that isn't perfect, we can complete each other, am i right ?

yeah so if i can choose to whom i'll fall in love, i'll choose an actor or soccer player. but look at my ex(es) they're just a simple complex human being. they just ordinary people with his every positive and negative sight. and i do love them.

adn when you broke up with your date. remember to remember them. don't forget them. don't expect them to stay. learn how to life without them. fall in love is easy, but to move on from one to other love is hard, yeah i know that. but you still in love with them, tell them that you love them. hold them tight, don't let them go.

so, i don't have much words to say anymore, sooo i'll see you guys later ? just stay tune, alright ?

problems

2010-06-15T11:46:00.002+07:00

i know i have to face my problems, but some of them are too hard to face. i need someone to help me trough my problems, and lie to me that everything's gonna be alright even when i know it's not.

the point is you can't always run from your problems. when you ran, the problems will catch you somehow. you should face it . just relax, take a breath, find a way to solve your problems. take it easy. i know you can do it.

what i'm trying to say is don't run away from your problems, face it, even tough it's hard

2010-05-29T00:22:00.001+07:00

my life it's half written, and it's my choice to write what i want. cause this is my life and my papper. write your own life and don't bother mine

2010-05-29T00:06:00.003+07:00

"If we make each other happy, then we just can't lose" - Chocolate High (India Arie)

"Tell me how to win your heart for I haven't got a clue but let me start by saying I love you"-Hello (Lionel Richie)

"My friends say I’m a fool to think that you’re the one for me"-Love Me(Justin Bieber)

"I don't need another woman, i just need your all and nothing"-With You(Chris Brown)

"There's never a reason i'm happy with me my life's not in mission I'm ok with who I'm being"-All I Can Be Is Me (Ne-Yo)

"A word's just a word until you mean what you say. and love isn't love until you give it away" - Send It On (Disney's artist)

cinta

2010-05-28T23:41:00.002+07:00

cinta, sering banget ada dalam pikiran kita. sebenernya cinta tuh apa sih ?

- cinta itu bebas. bebas dalam hal segalanya. bebas layaknya burung. lo pantes dicintai dan mencintai. gaperlu ada syarat tertentu untuk mencintai orang lain, begitu juga sebaliknya. bebas seperti orang yang lo pilih buat lo cintai itu bebas. terserah orang lain mau bilang lo cocok, ngga, apakek. kalo lo udah cinta, apa lo masih mau dengerin kata-kata mereka ?
- cinta itu berarti kesenangan. cinta ngebawa lo dalam kesenangan tersendiri. senang bukan berarti lo gabakal nangis. lo bisa nangis karna lo takut kehilangan orang yang dicintai, menurut gue itu suatu kesenangan tersendiri. senang ngga harus kok disimbolin sama tawa, senyum. asal hati lo seneng walaupun luarnya lo nangis, menurut gue itu cara Tuhan sendiri untuk nagsih tau bahwa senang itu ngga selamanya indah
- cinta itu indah. indah, cinta itu indah. karna cinta kalo bisa digambarkan bakal jadi gambar bunga , pemandangan dan semuanya sangat indah. indah , mungkin awalnya lo emang bakal ngehadapin masa-masa ngga indah itu di cerita cinta lo. tapi indah itu ada saatnya.kayak lo kerja, lo ngga mungkin langsung jadi bos atau dipuji bos. lo harus berusaha untuk ngedapetin indah dari cerita lo itu
- cinta itu 1000 kata. iya, kalo misalnya gue sebutin satu-satu apa itu cinta.mungkin ngga bakal ada habisnya. cinta tuh kayak pelangi. abis hujan badai terus muncul pelangi yang indah. cinta itu dari a-z dari 1-~ dari F1-F12 dari sabang-marueke.

lo ngga pernah tau kapan cinta bakal dateng. lo ngga pernah tau kapan lo harus ngejar cinta itu sendiri. ngga perlu gengsi kalo emang yang lo cinta itu jauh derajat nya dari lo kejar aja kalo lo emang cinta. kayak yang gue bilang tadi, cinta tuh bebas, ngga kenal waktu,tempat,derajat,uang,wajah,dll. ngga perlu malu untuk ngejar cowo duluan.lo mau ngejar gengsi tapi akhirnya lo malah nyesel karna lo dulu ngga mau ngejar cowo idaman lo cuma garagara takut dikata0katain ?

cinta... gue (setidaknya merasa) pernah jatuh cinta, tapi sekarang gue udah putus sama dia. dia sahabat gue selama 3 tahun terakhir ini, dia nemenin gue dalam dukasuka sebagai kekasih udah setengah tahun. ya gue akuin, gue masih sayang bangat sama dia sampe detik ini. waktu sama dia gue ngerasa aman, nyaman, hangat, terlindungi, cinta. ya dia yang tau selukbeluk gue gimana. dan yang gue ambil dari hubungan gue sama dia itu banyak orang bilang gue sama dia ngga cocok, kayak air sama susu langit sama bumi. tapi buktinya gue sama dia bertahan setengah tahun lebih. banyak yang bilang "wip lo bego ya? dia udah nyakitin lo tapi kenapa lo masih tahan sih sama dia?" ya gue tau kok kalo dia (mungkin) mainin gue. gue juga ga buta kok, tapi ya cinta gimana dong ? asalkan gue bisa ngeliat dia senyum gue juga seneng kok. dia itu segalanya buat gue(dulu) tapi sekarang doi udah ada yang lain (mungkin) gue cuma ngga mau muna, gue masih sayang sama lo.that's it

jangan dengerin orang lain kalo lo emang mau ngerasain indahnya cinta iu sendiri. orang lain mungkin salah , tapi kata hati lo selalu bener. jagan malu untuk ngejar cinta lo, karna kesempatan ngga dateng 2 kali. kalo orang bilang "cinta ngga usah dicari, nanti juga dateng sendiri" itu salah ! jangan percaya, cari cinta itu sampe lo ngerasa kalo (s)he's the one for me

never knew i needed

2009-12-04T20:09:00.002+07:00

(ooh) for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)

for the ending of my first begin
and for the rare and unexpected friend
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily (ever after) (oh oh oh)
the way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed (oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who'd knew that i'd be here (who'd knew that i'd be here oh oh)
so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
undeniablely happy (hey)
said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)

girl you're the..
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (said i needed oh oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (needed oh)
so now it's so clear i need you here always
baby baby
now it's so clear i need you here always

you're the beginning and the end of every chapter

2009-12-04T19:21:00.002+07:00

some part was left behind. that part is the tough part. and now the future is waiting for us. to see the good part. don't ever want to back to that part, that horrible part, just want to take some learn from the past. but don't ever try to look at it even remembering of it, cause i know it'll make me sick.

risin black hole - think of love

2009-12-04T18:39:00.002+07:00

sometimes I wanna give you all the love that I have
coz when you smile it seems all problems are vanished to the sky

oh I.. was thinking
Why I need you more..
Why I need you more..

Sometimes I wanna give you all the time that I have
coz when u die my world come tumbling down in front of me.
Oh I.. was thinking
Why I need you more
each day..

when I think of love
I just think of you
I said I want you want you
to be my wife
when I think of love
I just think of you
I said I want you want you
to be my wife

Sometimes i wanna give u all the love that i have, coz u ain't say nothing, when i wanna share my life with u,oh i was thinking. why i need you more.Would u marry me?

when I think of love
I just think of you
I said I want you want you
to be my wife
When I think of love
I just think of you
I said I want you want you
to be my wife
When I think of love (when I think of love)
I just think of you
I said I want you want you
to be my wife
When I think of love (When I think of love)
I just hink of you
I said I want you want you
to be my wife

what a beautiful song and lyrics telling about someone praying to God to his date want to marry him. i love the lyric actually, so pure of love. and you should download the song too. their acoustic is amazing !

2009-11-10T20:43:00.000+07:00

"a moment like this, some people wait a life time, for a moment like this, some people search forever, for that one special kiss, oh, i can't believe it's happening to me, some people wait a lifetimefor a moment like thison Friday" i got this quote from my friend named princess diana nurhayati

satnite&sunntie =D

2009-11-08T20:57:00.002+07:00

oke guys i want to tell you bout my satnite & sunnite. at satnite i met annisa ayu(Read:milly) at pim, we do some 'curhat' session and midnight shop ! too bad, i don't bring a lot of $$$(Read:money) so i just bought 1 lil' cute bow. FYI, this is my first time met milly, she's cute and funny. and then at 1 a.m (maybe) i went to starbucks to buy some coffee. and at 2 a.m me& my brither and his friends arrived at our home.

and how bout sunnite ? oke first i went to summarecon to buy present for my borther's friend. and then i bought 1 rose headband, 1 bow headband, and idk else, forget haha. and then next destination is rasta(Read:teras kota) for do fitness. and i met hanifa salsabila(Read: salsa) and then here i am at my home. huuuuuuu i have to finish my history homework, so byebye have a nice week have a nice monday, muah iLoveYou

what a beautiful(bad)day

2009-11-07T14:58:00.004+07:00

oke yesterday is friday. and after study at school. me &my friend named nanan and andhit went to rasta(read:teras kota) first i accompany andhit to bought d'flavy(read:the) . then we choose to go to the harvest(named of a bakery shop) and we rode taxi to go there. then we talk many things bout our life, from lovelife, gossip, and many more. and you know what ? we were stucked there ! ohmyGod can you imagine from 4 p.m til' 7pm we just are in the harvest. what the sh*t ? we stuck cause there's a big rain, lightning strom, and thunder. gosh and youknow what ? when me and nanan deliver andhit to her house. there's a deep floods. gasp. thanks God it's ain't really deep. just a knee. huff so we still can deliver andhit to her house. then next destination is rasta. me & nanan just ate our dinner then nanan sleepover at my house. oke what a beutiful(bad) day isn't ?. oia i want to show you my bracelets haha wanna show off

that just a lil' part of my collection, i had a lot of bracelets and necklace haha :p . and today is saturday has just arrived from eF(read:english first) wanna improve my english. ohya, i've been repair my blackberry since 4 weeks ago mean 1 month, and it has not done yet. ohmyGod can you imagine 4 weeks without handphone ? it feels like you don't have a life. you can't contact your friend or either family, you can't update your twitter evrytime. oh it's like when you're in jail. as prison ohsh*t i miss my blackberry so damnly you know ? oke so my plan for today is: go to starbucks to buy coffee with my brother, fitness, and then go to cizz. cause my brother want to buy cheesecake for his friend. so goodbye, wish you have a really nice beutiful weekend with your family, friends, or either your date. thankyou for listen to my story, byebye =) seeya' i love you guys you are rock my world !

got 3 wonderful thing in this wonderful world =)

2009-11-05T22:27:00.004+07:00

first, my beloved boyfriend, who always support me =) thanks boy
second, my beloved family. who always love me no mater what =)
third , my bestbest friend. who always listen to my story and give some advice =)

love you guys, you all rock !

at sunday i went to pim and bought a really nice animal print cardigan and studded acid wash skirt =) and it's kinda cheap i think. photos later ya babe. anyway, today i had saman class. it's a traditional dance from Aceh, it's really fast and kinda difficult but i like it !. so it's about midnight at Jakarta. but i want to tell you about my biography .

D.O.B : 20 may 96'
relationship status : IAR
A/S/L: 13/female(ofcourse)/Jakarta, BSD
fave colour : red, black, soft pink, pastel, white, all the colours
religion : islam, always Amin
fave fashion icon : agyness deyn (give me a LOT of idea), diana rika sari, many more
fave magz : girlfriend, nylon, gog!rl, looks, elle, many more
fave band /singer :2nd hand serenade, colbie caillat, RAN, many more

what else ? oww so you not enough with that info ? then you can know me more at my twitter you follow me right here or there

thanks, love, hug, kiss

This Is It ! time show !

2009-11-01T00:47:00.002+07:00

watched This Is It the movie today with my family at midnight show. the movie is kinda cool, but a lil' bit boring. its about backstage of the this is it concert ? well idk. but the movie is spectacular ! it's sunday morning, i just has arrived at home and it's about midnight. my plan for today is shopping with family at pim myb, well idk either. so byebye

so sad so biatchly

2009-10-30T15:48:00.002+07:00

hey ppl up there. long time no see me hah ? yeaa i've been busy with my own problem. i have a problem too remember ?

yeaa i want to tell you about my boyfriend maybe well idk either are we in still a relationship or not. ya so sad to tell that. we have a really big fight yesterday and today the problem is my question. well i can't tell you the detail. i just remember that i cried a lot of tears. and he yelled at me. so sad hah ?. yeaa. some one tell me that he didn't love me blablablah. i did beileve them, cause they're my bestfriend. ya i can't tell you everything in here. it's too vulgar right ?

and i want to tell you about my friendship with my friends(ofcourse) well idk what happen to them. i just think that they're really change, a bad and big change. so sad to say that guys. but i think you guys just so out of my world. you're busy with you're own life. yeaa idk what's the reason. well maybe i just think negative about you guys. or maybe i'm the one who change ? or i'm the one who make you guys change ?.

well idk everything has change too soon for me, and i'm not ready for this. and i was not preapared for this change, well i missthe old you guys

one thing again, i want to tell you about my new favorite song. and it's my story with that bad guy over there. titled white horse by taylor swift.

i want it sooo badly guys

2009-10-26T17:51:00.004+07:00

so what do you think guys ? which one is the best ? please give me your opinion. thanks.

search from : bloopendorse

tips + love life + score

2009-10-23T17:13:00.006+07:00

oke want to share some random stories with you my readers

first i want to share about my lovely boy named Bimo.
ya he's sooo cute. he love to talk about my ex it's not important right ? ya he said "who's the man who wearing that red bag ?" ya it's my ex. and "let's find handsome boy" i thought "what the ?" ya so always like that. then i said "are you gay ? why are you always talking bout other boy ?" and he was like -____-" ahah so funny. and then when is asked something to him and he said idk forget and i said "my boy is at my side" and he was like shy, haha

and i want to tell you bout my MIDTEST SCORE !
so this is my fckng damn bad score. not too pretty bad i think

computer : 87
math : 63(wht the fck?)-_-"
indonesian : 91,11
english : 91 (high-est score at my class, yes so proud !)

idk else. i wish i get high score yeah. bytheway my boy is really smart not like me. yea he got 90 at math. what the ? and i was like "damn why are you so smart bim " ofcourse he's smart he want to be a doctor, so he must to be the smart-est boy at my school

oke so i want to give you some healthy tips
so for you girls up there. i got some tips for loss your weight.

the first is intention, hello ? if you not intention that ! you can't do that trust me

second work out ! it's sooo important. at least 4 times a week or 2 times a week ! remember if you doesn't eat for 3 days. it's not working. and your muscle will limp. and you will get a disease called ulcer(maag) oke ? so work out is the very important thing ! once time ya about when i was in 7th grade. i work out almost everyday. twice a day infact. can you believe it ? ya if youd doesn't take fitness class like me, you can do that at your home. you can do skipping running tread mill or something that burn your saturated fat. you can up and down your stair, infact it can tighten your calf.

third is control your food babe. if you work out so hard but you don't control your food is like you have keyboard without have the computer. mean USELESS. ya at least you eat twice a day. breakfast and lunch. no more snack no more eating above 7 p.m . if you really hungry above 7 p.m just eat apple or fruit or salad or sup or vegetables . eat more fiber do not eat a lot of meat!

oke trust me. i already do that and in just 1 months i already lose 6 kgs ! amazing right ? or even if you work harder than me maybe you'll loss 8 kgs per each month. how happy is it ?

so that's it. goodbye. have a nice friday. love you all. see you tomorrow maybe ? byebye

got it from amel's facebook

2009-10-22T17:18:00.001+07:00

Kita semua pasti kenal rokok dan banyak banget yang suka rokok, termasuk kaum cowok. Udah banyak anak SMP atau SMA yang belom waktunya ngerokok tapi nekat udah nyoba rokok dan akhirnya ketagihan. Kalau udah kuliah dan cukup umur sih udah boleh ngerokok kan? Apalagi cowok, wajar banget dan gak aneh lagi sekarang. Dimana-mana pasti banyak banget cowok ngerokok.

Kalau kita nanya ke cowok yang ngerokok, “kok lo bisa ketagihan rokok sih? Kok bisa ketagihan?” Pasti mereka jawab, “cuma nyari kenikmatan aja,” atau “enak banget sih menurut gue bisa ngehilangin stress.”

Yang di herankan itu,kenapa kalo cewek yang ngerokok selalu di pandang gak bener sama orang-orang? Ada bedanya ya emang antara COWOK ngerokok sama CEWEK ngerokok? Cowok bilang ngerokok itu enak, emangnya cewek salah punya pendapat yang sama? Mungkin emang kalo cewek ngerokok ga baik buat kesehatan. Tapi emangnya kalo “kesehatan ga baik” bisa bikin image jadi jelek? Pasti orang-orang kalo ngeliat cewek ngerokok langsung mikir, “ih tuh anak ga baik pastinya, pergaulannya pasti ga bener,” padahal kita gak tau kehidupan aslinya dia kaya gimana, baik atau buruk. Tapi orang-orang udah ngecap jelek dia karna dia ngerokok, menilai dia cuma dari penampilan tanpa tau dalemnya gimana.

from: http://indonesianyouthconference.org/blog/791/kenapa-cewek-selalu-dipandang-jelek-kalau-merokok/

kalo mnrt gue sendiri ya. it's fine ah. lagian yang kena akibatnya toh bukan lo, tp perokok. let they do wht they like. right ?

longchamp&bored satnite

2009-10-17T16:50:00.009+07:00

pengen itu semua ! ngga boong. butbutbut beli dimana ya ?0 gue blm punya long champ nih. abis yg polos kyk tas pasar sih ahaha. ngga bermaksud menyindir ya. anyway td si bimo nge-tweet gini

tumben2an banget ngga sih lo. bytheway, click for a better pict ya. ohya, today is his birthday. soooo
happy birthday bimo sayang, wishing all the best for you <3
and today should be our 2nd months anniversary right ? ya but no problem as well as you're mine. ya so this night is satnite. but i didn't go anywhere. because i got midterm this monday, so i get to study to get a great score. ya kinda suck, right ? bytheway my dad has arrived from singapore and he bought a watch that look like bracelete. the color is yellow, kinda cute, but too simply for me i think and too mature for me. but i'm happy that he still remember my order, thank you daddy. sooo my plan after exam is hang0out with nanan, to bought some tools for our drama in indonesian class. the theme is halloween, O0ops for you who read this, please don't copycat my theme. soooo goodbye have a nice weekend have a nice day, enjoy your weekend as long as you can enjoy it. love, AAanwip

2009-10-16T17:18:00.004+07:00

pengen ini semua !!! AAA

terutama yang INI !

mau semuanya yg dari cotton.ink sumpah ngga boong deh ! legging2 mereka tuh lucu2 abis ya. tapiiiiiiiii mengingat badan gue yg pendek gini jadi takut kalo kepanjangan gitudeh. apalagi yg salmon. murah lagi cm 105.ooo udah plus shipping ke rumah gue men, ihwaw. terus gue juga lagi nyari legging2 gitu deh. dan itu keliatan kalo bahannya tuh lembut enak gitu ya. pesen ngga ? tapi my mommy ngga ngizinin katanya blablabla lah ah rese lau mom :@ gue kepengen tau

anyway, happy friday all ! wish you a cherish day on this day !

it just so make me happy

2009-10-15T17:58:00.003+07:00

ya so me and bimo are together again. so i apologize to him, and he accept my apologize. it just made so happy, just fyi. i wish we can keep our feeling high as sweet couple like yesterday. til' nobody can say goodbye. so idk what to say. he's just feel so right to me, but idk either. cause imiss yelling on each other and everything about you. so enough talk, just want to show you that i love my bimo, i wish forever, but there's no forever right ?. ya just longlast, keep this relationship work on eachother.

hello raden satrio bimo prakoso, i'm yours again <3

this is true story and this is my story

2009-10-14T21:29:00.002+07:00

berawal dari sebuah persahabatan yang amat dekat, dari situlah timbul perasaan saling menyayangi , menghormati, dan respect each other. sang cewe, dia yang mengetahui perasaan itu pertama. lalu sang cowo punsadar. dan putuslah hubungan sahabatan mereka, menjadi dua orang yg saling mencintai. awalnya itu trerasa sangat menyenangkan sampai akhirnya sang cowo berubah. sang cewe sangat membenci perubahan itu. remember, ngga semua perubahan bawa dampak bagus. dan mereka berdua start yelling to each other. dan retak lah hubungan itu. sang cewe sadar banget kalo si cowo lah yg ia dambakan ia idamkan dan hanya dialah yg bisa mengisi relung hatinya. mereka berdua putus karna salahpaham. sang cewe berusaha mencari cinta baru untuk menutup cinta lama. tapi ia tak sanggup. ia mencoba melupakansang cowo sekuat ia mampu. tapi tak berhasil. sang cowo selalu ada di benaknya. mungkin sekarang sudah terlalu telat untuk meminta maaf pada sang cowo. inti dari cerita gue "jangan pernah lepasin org yg mnrt lo his/her belong to you, don't ver let him/her look to other ppl. jaga perasaan mereka. sayangi mereka selagi lo bisa"
ya jujur ini kisah gue, karna gue yg nyiptain ini cerita. maybe for me its too late apologize ya. jadi buat lo yg baca ini, nyatain dan jaga org tersayang lo sblm itu terlambat . so this is love story and this is my story

*ps : jujur gue ngepost ini smbl nangis

this is my decision

2009-10-14T20:32:00.002+07:00

so i let him go, cause it feels just not too right for two of us. his belong with her, not to me. just promise me one thing, make her happy, don't make her down, don't make her cry. kita sepasang manusia yg tak sempurna hidup berdampingan seperti layaknya pasangan kekasih yg sedang jatuhcinta. tapi aku tahu kita tidak. kita hanya mencobanya tapi tak pernah berhasil. hidup di bawah bayang2 mantan kekasih. mencoba mencari cinta baru untuk menutup cinta lama. sayangnya kita ngga bisa muna, at least muna sm hati sendiri. ya inilah keputusan kita berdua. kembali kejalan kita masing2. gue ngga nyesel pernah kenal sm lo apalagi jadi milik lo. ngga ada manusia yg sempurna kan ? ya mungkin memang lebih baik begini, kembali kekisah cinta kita yg awal. tertawa tanpa ada kebohongan. menangis tanpa ada yg diragukan. aku bersyukur Tuhan udah mempertemukan kita, tapi mungkin hanya waktu saja yg datang terlalu awal, disaat kita sama2 hidup dibawah bayang2 mantan kita. ya itulahmanusia, kadang mereka terlalu cepat mengambil keputusan dibawah emosi mereka yg sedang up and down.
goodbye forever, this is our decision, our end, thankyou daffarez elguska