the crowd is so big but i always feel lonely

sometimes. the crowd isn't enough to covering your loneliness.

they try to fake a joke so you can fake your smile.

but it isn't works.

some of your friends left you for their better friends.

try to cover my smile.again.tho i know it won't work.

you see. they have their own world now.

the world that beyond your hands.

they left you alone while they're hanging with those Alien.

you asked them out.

they refused it.

you've got no one to share. to laugh with. to hold on.

in fact. laying, telling, and crying with a your dolls is better.

even tough they says "you will always be my friend, stupid"

no, i ain't stupid.

stupid person left their friends.

the friends that need them to erase their loneliness.

i know i'm not the only friend you got.

but i can't deny that really miss our quality time, good friends.

this is the reasons why i keep telling you bout what i feel, blog. cause i've got no one to share

and this is the reasons too why i keep my mouth shut while i used to be a cibbitz naughty girl