Showing posts with label random. Show all posts
Showing posts with label random. Show all posts

Friday, March 23, 2012

A Name Is Just A Name Until You Discover Something More

today is a holiday, i thought i'd give myself a little break from my routines. so decided to visit some friends of mine blogs, and i found this one post from my friend, Vira. She posted something about the meaning of her name. i found that kinda interesting. since i know her pretty well, and based on what he posted is 98% true, so i chose to give that website a chance. and so i did. the result was so unexpected. another 98% righteousness.

okay so my first thought of a name was 'okay screw with this, how can a name gives someone's life a major alteration of their life. it's just a name anyway' but well... it's not. based on the web i visited earlier when i saw that post and give it a try.the real meaning of my name is 98% describes me. my habit, my hobby, my impressions, my desires, well... basically everything about me.

so this is my result:

You entered: Anisa Widya Prastuti

There are 18 letters in your name.
Those 18 letters total to 77
There are 8 vowels and 10 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:

MuslimFemaleAffectionate.

Your number is: 5

The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom.

The expression or destiny for #5:
The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker.

If there is too much of the 5 energy in your makeup, you may express some the negative attitudes of the number. Your restless and impatient attitude may keep you from staying with any project for too long. Sometimes you can be rather erratic and scatter yourself and your energies. You have a hard time keeping regular office hours and maintaining any sort of a routine. You tend to react strongly if you sense that your freedom of speech or action is being impaired or restricted in any way. As clever as you are, you may have a tendency to make the same mistakes over and over again because much of your response is glib reaction rather that thoughtful application. You are in a continuous state of flux brought by constantly changing interests.

Your Soul Urge number is: 7

A Soul Urge number of 7 means:
With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop you idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.

You are very timid around people that you don't know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don't easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.

The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 7

An Inner Dream number of 7 means:
You dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic, or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning


i know this is such a long post and it's full with words. but if you're curios and want to give yourselves a try on this web, simply visit this website it's not just another bullshit which is based on a prophecy. so give yourselves a try, folks! :)

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Just, Gently Say It

rough time. you know that moment when you just went melancholy for days just because someone. someone who might never put you in his mind. someone who don't even bother to realize your existences. been wondering, how can you cry over someone that doesn't even care bout you ? that doesn't want you in his life. that wasted you. someone who play you around. who say that he loves you but then leave tomorrow morning. someone who play sweet but then tell his friends that nothing happens between you two. someone who don't even get the guts to say that it all over. how can ?

it's amazing how someone's feeling could turn 180 degrees around just in a night. it's amazing how boys could play at girls but still act innocently sweet. it's amazing how some men treats girls correctly, while the rest are just bastards. this whole things makes me wonder, thinking bout how we used to be before we drown into this.

it's amazing how you treat someone so badly after a break-up. it's kinda funny how i used(or i thought i was) to be your special one, and now i'm nothing to you. i don't ask much, i just ask you to gently say that it's all over. so i don't have to wait anymore. so i don't have to hang on on this mirage relationship. so that i can say to my friends that you're an ex-lover, that you're just someone who i used to love, but clearly i was just a fool.

i wanted to call you jerk. i just don't have the guts. i wanted to slap you in the face and stab you so you know hurt it is. i wanted to hate you. but i guess i'm just a little chicken who still hiding behind its egg, afraid to face the new world. all i wanted is for you to realize that i'm still hanging to the same bullshit you told me yesterday. that i'm still believe in our fairy tale. that i'm still thinking that you're the one. but i guess... you were and will never realize that. so please, i ask you. please, gently tell me where this relationship will end up. just, gently tell me what you want, and i will sincerely accept. whether it's sweet or bitter. i'm ready for the consequences.









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Friday, November 11, 2011

Growing Up

growing up, it's something that everybody will go through it. and between those phrases we'll go through, that's something called heartache. something that in the end will make us stronger than before. it's not always about love. maybe it's just disappointment about your work result, maybe it's because you've ruined all of your hard work, maybe it's because our friend left you for the better friend. or maybe it's people's judgement for you.

yes, we all have been through it. we feel like we'd rather die than live in this miserable life. don't lie on me, i know you sometimes, though just in your heart, feels like that. feeling that everything has changed but we couldn't catch them. we couldn't adapt ourselves to the new world. we couldn't sincerely accept the fact that everything has change. we're no more those kids who're waiting for our parents to solve our problems. we're no longer those kids who can stop our tears just because our parents gives us a bar of an ice cream.

but guess what ? life doesn't end up the way we think it will. life gives us some little hurdles on every phrase we'll go through. we just need to find a way to handle our emotion, how to put aside our ego so everything doesn't need to end up badly. so everything back to normal, back to how it suppose to be. back to how we remember it used to be.

get up, stand up, suggest yourself to turn everything to be okay. cause i know deep down your heart, you still believe that everything will turn out to be okay, it just a matter of time. just take a deep breathe, take a long break, take a lil' time for yourself. just to make yourself happy, not for someone else. forgive yourself for everything you've done. for every single line you've said.

yes, we're having a bad time now, but life isn't always about that bad time. remember that you were and will having good times too. when life drag you into the grief. smile to life and say thank you, cause life has just turn you into the better you, the stronger you, and the smarter you. because when life gives you the same hurdle, you know exactly what to do and how to handle it. :-)


#NowPlaying: Adele - Set Fire To The Rain

Monday, May 2, 2011

Welcome Aboard, Enchant May

i love May! who doesn't, anyway ? okay, maybe for some people, May is just another regular and unusual month. but for me, i love May more than i love any other months! and if you're wondering, why did i love May so much. well, there are some reasons why i love May:

1) MY BIRTHDAY! uhm okay, this is kinda narcissistic, but yup, who doesn't love to celebrate their born day with the loved ones ?
2) Holiday! and yes, i officially got my 2 and a half months holiday. isn't that great ?
3) Bali with my whole generation. having a vacation with your closest friends ? that'd be amazing :)
4) there are so many reasons why i love May and that'd be spamming if i write all of them in here. so yeah, the point is: I LOVE MAY!


Sunday, May 1, 2011

Morning Riot

"everything is a blur here. in this chaotic situation. no one's right. everybody's wrong. there's no other option than being a perfect sinner riot"

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Apologize

i just wanna say sorry to all my readers for the bad concert pictures on my blog. all the concert pictures was taken by my camera phone since i'm not allowed to bring professional camera such as SLR to the concert. so, there are so many over exposure pictures which i know not all of you like it cause it's so neon. but still, i've tried my best to edit it into a great one. but yeah, you can't always get want you want.

so the point is, i just wanted to apologize. hope you accept my apology :)

P.S: have a great Sunday pals :)

Friday, March 18, 2011

B for Broken-Heart

broke up with my (ex)boyfriend, again.*sigh*
guess this is the end.
God planed something better for my future. i'm sure.
thank God for letting me know that he's not the one.
thank God for planning the best life for me to live.
all i have to do know is walk away from my past, look up to my future, and letting him go.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Java Jazz On The Move

went to the Java Jazz On The Move couple weeks ago to watch Barry Likumahuwa Project's performance and bought some tickets for the Java Jazz Festival. HAPPY SUNDAY ALL! :D

me with Barry Likumahuwa :)
me with Matthew Sayyerz :)
me with Dennis Junio Gani :) <3







Friday, February 11, 2011

super busy me

eventhough i set "Never Get Busy" status on bbm, but the fact is i'm super busy right now ! all the preparations for the national exams is super sucks! my current life and activities is as boring as an old black&white tv. i have to go to school by 6a.m in the morning and back home at 4p.m, after that i have courses at 5p.m/4.30p.m and back home at 6.30p.m/8.30p.m. and it's on and on and on from monday to saturday. see ? i dont even have a break to take care of my self or well at least hang out or go to a concert with my friends :( i miss my super boring not busy activities :( well, i guess i see in the next 3 months ? missyoumuch XoXo :)

Friday, February 4, 2011

like what Ms.Diana Rikasari said :)

Blog is a space where we can just share with the world. No matter how substantial or nonsensical what we're sharing might seem, it's a relief for bloggers to be able to express whatever we have in our minds to others, even more when our blogs can facilitate a forum of inspiration and or discussion.

I appreciate all the pros and cons that happen in life. In any aspect, there will always be a wide, various range of opinions which can be complementary or opposing towards each other. I have to be honest though, that sometimes it saddens me when I read negative views about bloggers. I even feel that the negativity is even larger when it comes to bloggers who tend to blog about fashion.

Therefore, through this post, I would like to express my thoughts about these views. And before I do so, I would like to make it as clear as possible, that this post does mean to be offensive nor defensive. It's just merely an opinion....:)

1. Fashion bloggers have nothing else to do besides dressing up and taking pictures of their outfits.
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With all due respect, fashion bloggers DO have other things to do. If you were kind enough to spend more time getting to know more about us bloggers, you would actually be amazed by our backgrounds. Some bloggers do work in the fashion industry, some others work as accountants, media planners, journalists, graphic designers. I myself used to work as a quantitative researcher who then hopped on becoming an assistant brand manager. Only recently did I decide to resign and pursue my dreams as an entrepreneur. So yeah, we do have a life, and we do have other things to think about or do. We just happen to enjoy slipping some hours within a day to take a break from our daily activity, take pictures of what we're wearing that day, blog about it, then resume. That's all...:)

2. Fashion bloggers know nothing about fashion, they embarrass the fashion world.
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Now my question would be, "who ever claimed that we know so much about fashion?". I can't recall any blogger I know who loudly stated "I know so much about fashion, hence you all should dress like me". We never asked anyone to follow the way we dress, because yes, some of us do dress weirdly, but we're happy that way. Everyone has their own style...it's that simple. Our blog is simply a gallery of ourselves, us who have the guts to take pictures of our outfits and post them up on the internet. The way we dress was never intended to offend anyone who sees it, but if it does, then I apologize on behalf all of us bloggers. We might not know much about fashion, but we can't deny that we love it. Would you actually make fun of someone who loves photography and has a photoblog up on the internet even though his photos are not that good, and consider him as an embarrassment to the photography world? I think even the most professional photographers would actually appreciate him for even loving photography, some would even guide him to slowly learn and become a better photographer...:)

3. Fashion bloggers are overrated, they don't deserve the exposure they're getting.
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Sometimes I actually do agree with this. As a blogger myself, I am often confused why blogs and bloggers are becoming so much news material. But whatever the reason is, do we actually have to bother so much? Besides, everything comes and go anyway. Like Friendster, who got outdone by Myspace, then Facebook, then Twitter, bloggers will be replaced one day. So I guess we bloggers are just grateful for the moment we're getting, even more grateful because we never asked for it. But come to think of it, I think bloggers do deserve some credits, because to some extent, we have been contributing. You see...for every clothes we wear and mention on our blog, we're actually giving free advertisements. We bloggers provide an alternative to entrepreneurs, brands and companies who are seeking other ways to promote. And not all of us charge for it! I have been more than happy to receive items from random local and international brands and promote them on my blog for free if I know they have the potential. Magazines charge high rates for doing such promotions, and even when they don't charge, it's not easy to gain the access. Given this, is it that wrong if bloggers get at least some credits for it? :)

So I guess that's all I have to say...and everyone has the right to agree or disagree. For those of you who hate me or us bloggers so much, I really don't know what to do to make you not hate us. And you do have the right to hate, but we also have the right to not bother your hatred and just continue what we've been doing..:)

Thank you for reading, everyone! And I apologize if I said anything wrong..:)

Thursday, February 3, 2011

January is absolutely my month

why ? well, these are my reasons :

A) NeYo's Concert

went to the NeYo's Concert this month. got the tickets from Nylon Ind Magazine. they gave me 2 VIP-A tickects for me and my father :) thank you Nylon! :D







B) 20-01-2011

dating him is such a blessed. thank God for giving me another chance to know him better. i love my B :)

C) Fashion Blogger Yard Sale Part IV

went to the FBYS part IV with Nindy and hellyeah i luvvit<3

with Ddyy :)

with DianaRikasari


bought this blazer at the FBYS


the shoes that i bought, Batik<3

D) New Shoes :)

bought a new shoes at Citos. not really eye catching since im gonna use it as my daily shoes. well, still in love<3


E) And many more :)

well, the point is : thank God for giving me so much good opportunities in my life. you know i always love you :)

Friday, January 21, 2011

go slice the cizzcake, Sir!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, SIR DEDIS! \=D/

mission accomplished! :)

go slice the cake, Q!




me and my beloved IX.V :D

and these are my girls, so happy to have you guys :) <3

actually, Mr.Dedis's beersday was like a week ago but i didn't have much time to blog so yeah i'm sorry! :)

p.s : i'm currently in a relationship with B. 20012011 :)

Friday, January 7, 2011

Analog Camera

i enjoy taking pictures with analog camera. although the result isn't as good as the digital one. but the results are unique and keep makes me wondering. and my favorite one is Diana F+.

well, i hope one day later i'll have a boyfriend who has the same hobby as mine, taking pictures with analog cameras. so, if you are a boy, older than me (i'm currently 14 years old), ride a vespa, love analog cameras, and an adventurer. please let me know :p

-peaw

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Self Respect

like you guys have known, i'm fat, super fat maybe. i don't have those extremely thin or sexy body. and people near me keep pushing and yelling on me to go on a diet. everybody, including my family, friends, and even my ex(s).

but then, when i think over again. what's wrong with a fat body ? there's a lot of succeed people who doesn't own a proportional bodies. even an actress too. and they reminded me to put more respect to my own body. a body doesn't guarantee anything, but mind does. and if you respect your self, anyone else will respect you more than you can imagine.

1. America Ferrera


take a look at her, she has been my inspiration for like 2 years(or more) she brought my lost confidence back. she's famous, succeed, and feel confident with her body.

2. Nikki Blonsky


and now look at her, who will expect that a girl like Nikki Blonsky would be so famous and so inspiring ? she has a high self confidence. she respect herself, and the others also respect her.

see ? it's not so that bad to have a fat or super skinny body. it's depends on the way you respect, love, and see your body. you can still follow the trend. being fat/skinny isn't a crime guys!

so, from now on, make a promise to yourself not to mock, hate, and denounce yourself. but you gotta respect, love, and proud being you.

-peaw

Saturday, January 1, 2011

2010 - 2011

hey blog ! just arrived from Jogja. yeah, i went to Jogja to commemorate my Grandpa's death. yeah it's been 1 year since he passed away. i miss him. and i know i'll meet him somewhen somewhere in heaven. but not too soon of course :)

anyway, i won't post a sad blog post tonight. cause this is a whole new year! yeah once again, Happy New Year to all bloggers! and to my blog too :)

at Tjangkringan Village, near to Merapi Mountain

-Peaw

Happy New Year 2011 !


Happy New Year, Selamat Tahun Baru, Bonne Annee ! new year, new resolutions, new days, new friends, and those every new will directs us to be a better person in each seconds.
i have a really great feeling about 2011.

well, since i'm now at the senior year i hate to say whether i'm ready or not, i have to face the National Final Examination or UAN. yeah well, i have a great feeling about his exam. like famous succeed people says "be optimist, and the result would be great"

have a great&happy&lovable year guys!

-Peaw

Thursday, December 16, 2010

The Harmony of Colours

made some D.I.Y stuffs with my big brother. and these are the results !

the paint

my D.I.Y neon colours shoes


my D.I.Y mask for my art class project

my big brother's D.I.Y mask for his art class project


my dad just arrived from his work trip to Singapore. and he bought me this adorable cute watch. thank you so much dad :)

my Alex


and just received this colorful hat form my uncle, thanks uncle :)