this is my decision

so i let him go, cause it feels just not too right for two of us. his belong with her, not to me. just promise me one thing, make her happy, don't make her down, don't make her cry. kita sepasang manusia yg tak sempurna hidup berdampingan seperti layaknya pasangan kekasih yg sedang jatuhcinta. tapi aku tahu kita tidak. kita hanya mencobanya tapi tak pernah berhasil. hidup di bawah bayang2 mantan kekasih. mencoba mencari cinta baru untuk menutup cinta lama. sayangnya kita ngga bisa muna, at least muna sm hati sendiri. ya inilah keputusan kita berdua. kembali kejalan kita masing2. gue ngga nyesel pernah kenal sm lo apalagi jadi milik lo. ngga ada manusia yg sempurna kan ? ya mungkin memang lebih baik begini, kembali kekisah cinta kita yg awal. tertawa tanpa ada kebohongan. menangis tanpa ada yg diragukan. aku bersyukur Tuhan udah mempertemukan kita, tapi mungkin hanya waktu saja yg datang terlalu awal, disaat kita sama2 hidup dibawah bayang2 mantan kita. ya itulahmanusia, kadang mereka terlalu cepat mengambil keputusan dibawah emosi mereka yg sedang up and down.
goodbye forever, this is our decision, our end, thankyou daffarez elguska

idk what to say, speechless

still remember this ? yeah i still

i remember and believe all you said to me, but what you do is just hurting and crushing my heart. don't you know that i still have a heart. you can't play with ppl heart. because there's a karma who will give you all the pain that you do before to me. yeah karma is still exist at least in my world. we used to be a best friend, aren't we ### ? ya it's uptoyou lah, it seems like i don't know you anymore, where's the old you ? where is it ? are hiding on a mask ? sooo you think i can hate you ? that way ? ya it doesn't work on me. because i believe that you just hiding on a mask , in that way , you trying to make everybody hate you, so you can be alone. ya idk what's on your mind. i just want us to be a bestfriend again, like before.
yeah goodbye, hope you get the best for you 1789

ya' so just like that

Oke sooo, he abiously playing game wih me, and he (for sure) cheating on me with other girl, I know it from my friend, let's call this girl is R ya she's soo b*tch . And now, I'm not a taken girl again, we broke up after lost contact maybe like 5 days idk. But we didn't have a fine break up, or maybe should I say, there's no fine break up. It's been 1month and 9days since you played this f*ckin' game with me. Noo, I'm not cry when we're broke up, I just don't get it if you don't like me, why are you dated me ? You fckng bacotguy. Yaa hell you always said that I'm the bacot one, who do you think you are ? And one thing, why are you soo proud to be a jerk ? You such of biatcccccch, oke so let's say that I'm the stupid one who want to be yours, but I'm not yours anymoreee, thanks God ! I'm sooooooooo glad to be NOT yours anymore, there's no more hurted eachother, yelled eachother, mad on eachother again. Oke this is our best choice even we didn't hv a fine broke up. This is the end of our relationship, if there's a beginning it must to hv the ending, no more 1789, no more crying in the middle @ night, no more cheating on each other, goodbye because I can't be yours anymore and I won't to be yours anymore, won't regret this relationship, won't regret on you, GOODBYE **** hope you get the best for your life

not loving you it's harder then you know, cause i'm not over you, baby don't talk to me :""(

wajar ?

Oke hari ini gue nangis terus ya kerjaannya :'( ya hour ini gue lg berantem sm rsbp a.k.a bimo ya jadi tuh ya gue lg ngmng gt sm dia blg kalo dia tuh cuekbebekeek terus kan dia blg gn 'eh wip lo udah masuk tuh' pdhl ya gue lg ngmng sm dia dan dia kyk gt, SAKIT NGGA SIH ? Udah gitu tuh dia kyk main2 gt ngmng sm gue. Ya gue blg dia cuek knp ? Dia NGGA PRNH NYAPA gue DULUAN ! Entah itu di ym msn atau sklh ya plg cm 1-2 kali aja ya tai bnrdah.terus dia ngga prnh nanya no telp gue. Mndng dulu waktu blm pacaran ya dia nyusuln gue bela2in tuh pas di Bdg pdhl kamar dia tuh jauh bgtbgtbgt dr kamar gue mesti ndaki dulu ya. YaAllah kalo kyk gini terus mah gue ngga tahan dah tapi gue mau langgeng sm dia jadi gue hrs tahan walaupun srg bgt jealous gara2 dia lbh care sm cewe lain drpd sm gue ya. Intinya gue harus sabar harus lebih ngertiin bimo trs harus belajar tegar&dewasa, kita harus longlast ya bim

bored face

FYI, this holiday was fckscks ya ! just went to singapore . huhhhh, where's my friends ? hello where are you guys ?, oh right my mommy(love you !) said that friday we'll goes to mangga dua to shops yeah ! oke i'm so excited ya , very999x. but, on 16th july i go to school again ya ! huh a hate back to shcool, soo prefer with my holiday(even this holiday kinda bored ya !) but still lah siapa sih yg mau bngn pagi ngerjain peer dimarahin guru ?
oke like the tittle ya, i'll show you my bored face -..-
like a pig


itu semua ngga ada yg di edit loh ! cool ya ? mihihi


yoursssssss, anwip(always love you friends !)

the final goodbye to you

we love you our king in pop music ! we always love you even you not here anymore ! i watched the ceremony farewell for MJ, hufff why you gone so fast ? i don't even see you face. but i love you boy ! the ceremony was so awesome, so many people in this world came to says farewell (the final ya) to him . to see the history to see the legend !

his daughter, paris jackson

but we all have to dead, right ? his a human too, right ?

"maybe now ,michael, they will leave you alone,"marlon jackson

"Ever since I was born, daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine, and i just want to say that i love him so much,"paris jackson

goodbye may you rest in peace..........

whats up jakarta ?

hey hey hey ! now i'm in jakarta ! home uh maunya sih tinggal di malaysia/singapore kalo malay sih masih memungkinkan ya tp kalo spore ? wuih mimpi kali jatah bulanan gue cm buat ongkos mrt kale ......
fcuk gue cm beli 1set baju olahraga buat gue fitness trs sm tas sm kutek 2, uh pdhl gue udah ditawarin gt beli sepatu baju apake eh tp size nya bow gede yeh, kaga muat (ngalay gue)
okedeh midnight nih girls and boys so i'll show you the picts lateh ya ! byebye ... iloveyousomuchB

good bye MJ rest in peace ya !

today i heard a really shocked news ! that MJ/mike jacko/ michael jackson is already dead ! ohmyGod ! i can't believe it ! it feel like yesterday he sang a song to every body ya ! but he's already 'heal the world' by his dance 'moonwalk' huh so sad ya ! started his career from jackson five . born @ 1959 and ended his journey at 25 june 2009, about 39 years in music industry butttt doesn't matter if his 'black or white' his song was BOOMBOOMPOW ! i mean rock the world ! iloveyou soooooooo much MJ ! your song was my spirit i even don't believe that you already dead . i'll keep you in my memory. we never forget you king of the pop ! sooo good bye michael jackson ! let the king of pop rest in peace. i love you so much MJ muahhhhhhh. 'you are not alone' jacko we here for you
you heal the world mike !

now listening to : michael jackson - heal the world

i love you michael jackson forever and always !

trouble is suckks !

KNP SIH LO NGGA PERNAH NGASIH APA YG GUE MINTA ?
KNP SIH LO SELALU ANAK EMAS-IN DIA SELALU ?
KNP MASALAH NGGA PERNAH PERGI DR HIDUP GUE ?
JANGAN NAMBAHIN MSLH GUE NYET ! MSLH GUE UDAH BNYK YOUKNOW ?
KNP SEMUA IMPIAN GUE NGGA PERNAH KESAMPAIAN ?
gue tau gue udah jd sampah, hidup gue udah ngga beharga dimata semua org. gue berpikir, apa dgn gue mati semua bkl happy ? gue ngga ada beban, org lain jg ngga mikirin gue buat jd beban mrk ! apaitu solusinya ? kabur dr mslh emg ngga jantan tp gue bingung mau nyelesaiinnya gmn ! DISELESAIIN SATU2 ? itu makan wkt bnyk blog ? gue tau kalo gue mesti berkorban ! tp gue udah ngalah bnyk njrit !
kadang gue bgg knp mslh gue tuh bnyk bgt sih ? ada 12345 ada 5 blog ! gue nangis blog, oh trouble kpn sih lu pergi dr hdp gue ? jngn kembali kalo bs ! cm sama lu blog gue bs ngasih curhat gue ? gue despreate men ! ya i know that i must ldt it flow by the wind ! tp gmn ya ? rasanya tuh amaaaaaat sakit youknow ? gue cm berharap dan berdoa, smg org lain ngga ngalamin apa yg gue alamin !
yah tp gue hrs ttp senyum, beracting kalo mslh gue ngga ada ! yah walau sakit ! emg yah hdp itu kyk roda kdg diatas ngerasa kalo kt itu org plg bahagia ! tp saat kebahagian itu tb, roda lgsg berputar ke bwh down anjlok speechless ! yah just wish that my problen will done NOW ! yah ambil positif pun susah ya disaat yg kyk gn ! oke walau gue abis posted yg bs bkn kalian positif ternyata gue ngga bs .......... knp ? that's all bye muach *i'll try to smile as i can